Saturday, August 26, 2006.
11:42 PM
argh.. long time no blog.. lets blog!!.. hahaz.. arghi feel fudup!!.. someone stupid hack into someone else acc claiming that de owner allow him!!!. wat de!!. somemore i hate de feelin of being cheated!!... argh!!.. where on earth got ppl giv other ppl acc to use de.. shit him.. argh.. as i tot he was a decent guy.. shit him!!
haiz.. i dunn wat to do le.. when i am not needed u threw me aside.. den now u realise that i am still usable n not totally useless den u say all those ting to me.. isn't tat too late.. de word u said to me b4 already leave a scar on me.. i dunn wheter shd i go or not.. argh!! am i really fun to play wif??
haiz..
n wawa!!..i wanted to say tis to u ... now i say le.. coz i scared next time i may not hav de chance anymoe.. or i will regret nvr to tell u soon or wat..
wawa.. wo shi zhen de hen ai ni de.. xiang xin wo.. wo hui hao hao dui ni de.. zhen de.. i will really cherish u n nvr to let go of u de.. n i do really hope that u will allow me to takeakre of u whenever u needed luv n care.. i do really hope i can takeakre of u .. u noe tis few day i really feel lik meeting u or finding u.. but i cant coz i cant find dao u.. n i am very worry sick for u.. 2 week le.. u still havent okie.. argh.. muz takeakre lot leh.. haiz.. i really do luv u .. n i promise u i wont b lik de rest that will hurt u or wat.. i am truly luvin u.. n tats de only reason.. argh!!.. i luv u wawa!!.. hope u see tis... =).
i juz dun wann regret anyting!!>. haiz..
i am so feelin down now!!.. argh..
ah jeff hen xiangh wawa.. ye hen ai wawa!!.. luv wawa!!.. true hearts tat counts.. =)
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Sunday, August 20, 2006.
4:06 PM
haiz.. i seriously feel lik crying!!.. argh.. hope wawa get well sooner n faster!!!
i wan to go jump!!!..
gonna miss her again le.. =)
ah jeff
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12:30 AM
today did a stupid ting.. hahaz.. i am so stupid n blur n foolish!!>. argh.. hahaz.. nvm nvm.. geex.. sorry wawa.. really sorry.. geex.. i blur liao .. hahaz.. hmm wawa ah.. yao zhao gu zi ji wor.. =).. sick jiu dun walk so much.. wo hao dan xin ni.. u sick so long le.. haiz.. kuai dian hao!!..
kong long xi wang wawa kuai dian hao.. bu yao zai rang wawa xin ku!!.. if de one being sick is me jiu hao.. argh.. =(..
ah jefF konglong
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Saturday, August 19, 2006.
3:19 AM
hmmm today friday.. hav sch from 9 - 6.. first lesson was context lecture.. noe more abt artistes .. den internal drawing.. i luv tis internal lesson.. drawing de line of a batman n draw de portrait of my classmate.. hahaz.. fun... den went for 3d studio... we created a mess n get nagging from cher.. hmmm yeah.. we didn't put in effort anyway.. but den its still fun.. .. halfway thru.. wawa called.. hmmm she goin malaysia again.. haaz.. gonn miss her for 3 more day again.. argh.. wawa ah... i noe many ting happen tis few days.. but try to b cheerful n tak gud care of urself wor.. i will pray for u .. haha.. pray pray.. get well soon!!.. n dun b too sad wor.. everyting is not predicted de.. so let everyting goes by.. even ur tat ' bro ' also wont wan u to b sad de rite.. so muz cheer up hao ma.. wawa.. =). i gonn miss wawa again.. n again.. haha.. =)
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Thursday, August 17, 2006.
11:51 PM
hmmm so many ting happen.. hahaz.. wawa ah.. dun worry la ok.. hmm cheer up ah.. n takekare of ur self.. tian hui bao yu hao ren de.. so dun worry so much okie.. n drink more water ah.. geex..today went sch had de 2nd half of 2d study.. den did drawing n went back home.. hmmmm i feel so sick.. argh.. morning flu till nite flu.. diao.. hahaz..
ah jefF chao xiang wawa
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006.
9:24 PM
haiz.. de feelling is here again.. =(.. haiz.. wawa muz rest well leh.. =).. nu er also ah..
hen dan xin wawa.. =(.. wawa kuai de hao.. pray pray..
haiz.. wawa ah.. yao zhao ku zhi ji leh.. how i wish i am now right beside u.. so i can takekare of u... haiz..
pray pray.. wawa hao!!>.. pray pray.. nu er hao!!..
wo hen dan xin ni wawa.. =(
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006.
11:24 PM
haiyo.. wawa still sick.. nvm.. wawa muz rest well.. =).. hmmm dun on aircon le.. will worsen de leh.. geex.. hmmmm today went to sch lor.. have phtoshop lesson.. quite fun.. had to redo de same ting again coz it hang when i abt to finish .. seh.. den redo n have my external drawing at esplanade.. quite fun.. de place is damn gud for drawing sia.. coz its de art place!!.. hahaha... =p.. hmmm waited for wawa call since afternoon.. den heard tat she still not okie.. hmmm shagua ah she.. finally she called when i on de way home.. hmmmm how i wish i am beside her now.. =).. if i can jiu hao.. hmmm i gonn miss her so much le.. hahaz.. dunn she got miss me ma.. but nvm la.. if she is okie i dun mind she dun miss me.. juz pray she get well soon!!.. =).. kong long run to de mountain top n pray to de heaven for wawa getting well soon!!.. n xiao carrot too.. both of them get well.. !! pray pray.. hmmmm now very less time to b wif shong they all le.. but nvm ah.. we still stay on contact in de future.. yeap.. haaz..
she lied to me again.. y cant she stop lieing.. =).. i hate ppl lieing to me... regrets!!.. regret i get online on those days!!.. argh.. =(...
wawa ah muz get well soon.. get well .. =)..
i will cherish u de wawa.. i promise.. =)..
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12:13 AM
haiyoo haiyoo haiyoo.. wawa is sick le.. haiyo.. shagua sia .. sick le still can call me.. nvr go rest hao hao.. geex.. wawa ah.. muz takeakre of urself leh.. dun always dun eat fruits .. muz eat more ah!!.. geex.. den wont easily sick le dong ma.. shagua wawa.. =).. anyting kong long will b there for u de.. =)..today nth much happen.. slack at home till 330 den go sch .. today had contextual study.. quite fun... althou is my worst part.. coz is base on presentation.. and i sux at it.. i cant even intro myself properly den how can i present someting.. hahaz.. but nvm la. its fun thou.. looking forward for tml.. =).. hmmmm den reach home n meet guoan n shong.. long time no c them.. so y not.. hahaz.. den chat alot.. geex..
i finally can get my L kick rite!!.. hahaz.. cool.. thanx for de youtube service tat i learnted iT!!.. hahaz. gud gud.. =P
n wawa ah.. muz takeakre of urself ah.. really muz leh.. is for ur own gud.. dong ma.. shagua.. geex.. =).. eat more fruits! haaz.. da shagua!!..
ah jefF
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
music
Sunday, August 13, 2006.
10:24 PM
haaz.. today very happy.. hahaz.. coz she called !!.. geex.. hmmm today whole day rot at home lor.. so sianz.. no choice also.. haaz.. den my parent visit me.. argh. so happy to c them.. so chatted wif them until they leave.. hmmm gonn miss them again.. =).. nvm .. c them living happily i also happy liao.. haaz.. hmm finally she called me.. so happy sia.. geex.. i really mis wawa alot sia.. haaz.. hao xiang nian ta!!.. =P..
when i heard wawa voice i was so damn happy!!.. its her its her!.. hahaz.. =P.. wawa.. wo hen xiang ni shi ying wei wo hen ai ni.. =)..
ah jefF de happy jefF!!.. kong long yong yuan ai wawa.. =).. cherishes!!..
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1:38 PM
13th of august ~phew... tot today cant watch dao firework le.. find so many ppl but everyone say cant or dun wan.. hmmmm den in de end went to watch de firework wif amy lingfei n wanpin.. hahaz.. long time no c them le so y not meet them ..hahaz.. den took video .. haiz.. de video keep cutting itself .. cannot hav one fulll video .. guess it is de night mode prob.. hahaz.. hmm today saturday .. dunn y kinda miss her again.. haaz.. =).. i miss wawa!!.. plz return wawa back!!. hahaz.. hope i can get to c her again sooner.. n is real soon.. argh.. i seriously missing her !!.. omg.. hahhaaz.. i wan chat wif her i wan tok wif her i wan use testi chat wif her i wan her.. haha.. =X i goin ki siao liao!!..
ah jeff zhen de hao xiang ni wawa.. xi wang nen he ni zai yi qi.. =P.. wo ye ai ni.. ni zi dao de.. =D.. wo hui zhen xi ni de.. i swear.. =).. hao xi wang hao xi wang ni nen da ying wo he wo zai yi qi.. =).. xi wang!!
ah jefF
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Friday, August 11, 2006.
8:56 PM
today went sch from 7 reach sch at 9!!.. 2 long hrs!!.. den do lecture den internal drawing den 3d workshop.. do funny shapes.. hahaz.. simple but fun!!. hahaz hmmmm today 8 den reach home.. so long .. phew... dunn y today mood very down.. juz dun feel lik smiling or tokin.. haaz.. its not sad or down de mood.. juz its moodless.. hahaz.. maybe tats unsocialable.. whahaha hmmm guess is tat i miss her ba.. juz dunn y.. haaz.. i juz miss her .. tats all.. =).. hope to go out wif her often ah.. haaz.. but very hard de.. haaz.. i will grab hold of the chance.. nvr to let go anymore.. i hav learnt my lesson alot le.. n now i dun wann lose her .. geex.. kong long yong yuan hui ai zhe wawa n zao gu tat de.. =).. i juz hope i have de chance to zao ku her.. =)..
ah jefF hen ai wawa...
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Thursday, August 10, 2006.
9:23 PM
woah.. today i tot i was goin to slack de whole day at home .. but in de end went to find wawa.. hahaz.. looks quite diff from de pix.. but still de same gal.. =P.. hmmmm poor gal.. got sick when i recover from sick.. hahaz.. hmmmm well.. i juz wann say sorry to u.. haha.. coz i nvr tok so much.. is juz tat i feel a lil weird n i got a lil sick tats y nvr tok much ma.. =p.. really crazy sia they two.. haha.. wawa.. i will cherish u de.. =P.. nvr let u go.. i promise.. =P.. konglong yong yuan ai wawa.. hahaha.. ke shi bu zi dao wawa ai bu ai kong long.. =(
i dun wan lose de one i luv anymore!!.. hahaz.. i muz cherish!!.. geex..
hopefully i can b de one doting on u.. =P.. heex
ah jeff hao xi wang wawa hui allow me to b de one on her side.. =)..
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006.
10:35 PM
y r u always nagging me abt money!!.. all i wan is juz de sch fee.. nth else.. n i swear in my heart.. i will go for work when my holiday come to earn myself momney so i can no need to giv u a burden anymore... left side u nag is abt money.. right side also abt money.. wat more can i ask for.. ppl outside wan this get this wan that get that.. n u compare me wif them.. haiz.. i already tried my best not to go out at nite le lor.. yet u said i nvr change.. lik tat den i change for wat.. might as well lik laz time.. go out everyday.. dun stay at home.. haaz.. wat de hell u wan me do at home other den play computer.. ppl on computer play game u nvr say anyting.. i on computer edit picture surf net u jiu nag me.. ppl got ps2 got psp.. i got nth.. wat more shd i ask for.. i juz wan freedom u noe..
ur mind is all study book read!!!.. cant u juz let me free for some time!!!
i am juz lik someone who r wanting to go out n look ard.. but u keep trappin me..
ah jefF!!!
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9:34 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!woah today ndp sia!!.. cool.. but sian leh... everyyear always de same .. hmmm i guarantee next year i will definitely go ndp de.. coz its held at my fav place!! de esplanade!!!.. cool... i cant imagine de event.. den firework!!.. wao!!!. cool.. next yr next yr faster come.. haaz..
hmmm de best part in de ndp for me muz b de when de camera move to de soldier standing still wif de background music of those singapore song sang by those choir.. imagine.. juz dunn y tat part juz simply rox.. de camera showing de soldiers wif de background of de choir singing.. cool!!..
hahaz,, today chatted wif 2 crazy ppl.. hha.. they r really very fun to chat sia.. keep luffin .. make me luff also.. hahaha.. they are so adorable.. hahaha =P.. i am too.. woah.. juz kidding.. hahaz..
ah jefF
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006.
9:48 PM
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... today computer lesson again.. very fun ...den slack n external drawing.. quite fun.. hahaz den watched my classmate dance.. cool man .. they dance so well.. i juz wann learn sia.. bet i will learn it in a few month times.. hahaz.. cool!!.. sianz.. tot of watching de firework today.. but haiz.. not enuff time to go.. sian ah!!.. hmmm nvm.. go tis friday n saturday de.. muz go!!!ah jefF
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Monday, August 07, 2006.
11:33 PM
phhhhhhhheeeeeewwwwwwwwww... today was another bad day.. haha.. not tt bad also la.. my 1 hr lesson is cancelled.. not again.. lucky i was told b4 i leaves sia.. hmmmm watched the fast and the furious wif ms genie.. haha.. very nice sia de show.. damn gud.. i lik their song.. hahaz.. i luv this phrase they said... " those tokyo police wont even bother to try to catch those car that drive over speeding on more than 180mph .. coz they cant even reach them.. whahaha..." cool sia these phrase... hahaz.. hmmm i luv thier car.. i always luv fast n furious car.. they simply rox sia.. hmmm great.. hahazonce again.. sory genie for being late!!.. hahaz.. but at least we make it for de movie rite.. hahaz.. =P.. cool!!.. i am very punctual.. hahaz.. but sorry ah.. geex..
gonn catch de firework display either tml or friday or saturday!!. geex.. hmmm tink i wont get to watch de firework wif her le.. haiz.. nvm.. watch alone also nice.. haha!! =P
sianz.. tml need to go sch!!!... haiz... nvm.. after tat can go watch firework!!.. hahaz
ah lonely jefF
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Sunday, August 06, 2006.
12:34 PM
hmmm woke up in de morning jiu hear dao esplanade liao.. sianz ah.. esplanade really giv me alot of memory.. haaz.. =).. i really wish i can juz 4get abt esplanade.. but esplanade is always there.. it cant b 4gotten.. =(.. hmmmm guess all this i hav dne doesn't really matter anymore le.. =(
since i dun tink i get a chance to pass u tis personally .. so i will juz post up here n hope u c it.. haiz..
haiz.. de rose i spent nights drawing.. although its wasted...
De celebrration i always wanted.. =) but haiz 
A stupid drawign by me.. 
haiz.. how can all these b comparable .. hahaha.. hmmmm spent almost a week of nights juz for tat rose juz for her.. but now.. i dun tink i wil hav any chance to pass to her. le.. haaz.. so all i can do is to snap n post up here n hope she saw it ba.. but also no use le.. hahaha.. hmmmmm
de cake i bought for her is a very memorable one.. hahaha.. coz its my own saving n de present i got for her.. now i am back to penniless.. hahaha.. but well.. who wan all these stupid stuff which they cannot use or wear de.. haha.. how can it b comaprable leh.. hahaha... cool ah..
ok back to cheerful jeff.. thanx xing jie.. always there for me. u rox!!. hahahaz.. =p.. geex..
ai yah!! y soul didn't win!!.. haiyo.. soul juz rox man. i luv their dance man.. geex.. if lucify de image soul de dance n mi lu bing de pattern combine together.. woah!!>. perfect man.. hahaha but too bad la.. each band hav each speciality n each negative.. hahaz.. so cheer on ah.. hahaz..
how i wish i can turn back de time to 6th of july.. =).. den i will not b online n juz go to slp.. hahaz.. den everyting will b diff le.. haaz.. =(
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Saturday, August 05, 2006.
11:16 PM
shd i say cool or shd i say high!!.. woah!!.. superband rox sia.. i juz lik soul n lucify!!.. too bad lucify was out in de 1st round.. but nvm la. soul n mi lu bing got in.. SOUL DIDN"T WIN!!!!.. argh!!.. i wan listen to J3 de version of xiao wei!!.. its juz smoothen my heart sia.. wahhaa.. hmmmphew.. i guess i made de right decision for tonight.. lucky i didn;t go esplanade today!!>. =P.. cool!!.. superband juz rox..
i still cant get my 8 sketches on my head.. haiz.. gonna tink tink tink!!... oh my.. muz b full of ideas!!.. hahaz..
ah jefF la
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12:36 AM
haaz.. today friday nite.. so bored de.. at home slack dao fall aslp.. nite play bb.. till now.. at home.. so tired.. gosh.. tml got firework festival.. planning to go.. but tink she goin to.. so i tink i will giv it a miss.. i dun wan to pong dao her at there.. coz i dunn wat to say.. hahaz.. haiz.. hope she hav a great time.. hahaz.. oh ya.. nvm .. nvr go there nvm.. can watch superband!! hahaz.. cool!!hmmm so sad.. yuan lai she find me coz of help.. hahaz.. but nvm la.. i willing to.. =).. haiz..
ah jefF.. hao xiang ku!!..
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Friday, August 04, 2006.
1:10 AM
today sch was funn also.. get to sketch oyr own stuff.. 8 sketches!!! omg.. hmmm gonn improve my drawing man.. i suck at drawing.. haha... hmmmm today after sch meet guo an .. den we start our zi lian foto taking hahhaa.. very funny de.. den go home slack till now..i am very sad ah!!. i wan seriously someone for me to hug.. hahaz.. i wan hug pillow.. but pillow cannot tok.. cannot share.. hahah =p..
hmm to dumb.. i am sad u mean it by leaving me 4eva.. but i am happy too.. coz by tis decision u n ur stead maybe can b happy more le.. hahaz.. gud gud..
takekare
ah jefF
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Thursday, August 03, 2006.
8:32 AM
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following without complaining.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
FAVOURITES:
color: blue black white... my fav combinaton !! =P
food: ban mian from 496!!
song: wo xiang gen dong ni .. or wateva de chi song is.. haha bye wilber n jinsha?
movie: cars!!
sport: basketball, dancing, weird games
day of the week: friday but in de nite!!
season: snowy weather.. hahaz
ice-cream: nah.. i prefer not to eat.. haha
CURRENT:
mood: happy on de outside...
taste: salivery
clothes: naked =X kidding
desktop: exes pi
time: 8.32am
surroundings: dim
annoyance: nop annoyance
FIRSTS:
best friend: cheshong.. many more.. but minus a little bit less
crush: p6.. i rmb i bought a hamster for her.. so fooloish !!
movie: erm.. long long time ago not so long ago if i rmb i tel u
lie: i didn't wet my diaper
music: cannon in d.. haha i am a musician!! jokin
LASTS:
cigarette: i saw many cigarette but i dun use one.. hahha
drink: hot warm milo
ride: bus 98
movie: cars
phone call: guoan..
CD: typhoon .. hahaz
HAVE YOU EVER:
dated one of your best friends: erm... 1 time 2 time not so many time i also dunn
been arrested: nah..
skinny-dipped: wat de
been on tv: not even a inch of my skin haha
kissed someone you don't know: could i say yes.. nah i also dunn
THINGS:
4 things you did today: slp woke bath drink
4 sounds you can hear right now: fan keyboard bird car
the Chosen Five to do this!
1) laziness
2) happiness
3) cheerfulness
4) wildness
5) kinness
yeap! finish le.. hahaz.. i lazy tag ppl so i tag to my 5 special ppl.. haha =)..
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006.
10:53 PM
haiz.. i seriously yearning for someone to b able to allow me to put my head on his/her shoulder n juz blurp all my xin shi out.. haiz.. after all tis happen.. my day will nvr b tat exciting anymore.. haiz.. no more waiting no more meeting.. haiz.. y my life always turn dipsy upside down de.. haiz.. all i need is someone who can concern more abt me.. i dun wan any luv from anyone.. i juz need de care n concern.. i feeling stressed up!!.. haiz.. dumb ah...not i angry or wat... but would u plz dun keep saying hi n juz shut up n when u goin jiu say bye le ma.. i mean if tats de way u wann tok to me forever.. den i dun c de need for u to say hi to me.. i noe u feel bad abt me.. n u scare i tink too much n u say hi n i will tink u nvr avoid me.. but all i wann say is.. mei yong de.. u lik tat i will get more sad de.. so seriously i dun c de need for u to come tok to me.. as in tok to me by a hi n bye tats all.. or even a nite.. haiz.. now my heart really pains alot liao.. coz we r juz a hi bye fren.. hahhaa.. maybe i tink too much while i wont de .. coz its useless la u c.. hahaz.. i muz follow de footsteps of yixin(channel 8 9pm).. stay happy.. no matter wat.. hahaz..
my dearest xiao shu!! i didn't noe its ur birthday till i c de cake sia.. haha !! .. happy birthday xiao shu!! u getting old le!!.. wahahha!!...
cool.. sch is juz damn cool.. =P.. hahaz.. i luv sch!!.. yeah!!!....
music. the drug everyone is addicted to.
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006.
10:22 PM
yeee ha!!!.. today is the 2nd day of school.. it was damn fun.. get to noe almost de whole class le.. hahaz.. gud gud.. n u noe wat!!.. my class is funn of international student.. one of them is even a breakdancer from jarkarta!! cool!!.. i will learn from them in de future!!.. yeah.. my dream is getting nearer!!.. hahaz.. geex.. great.. today de 2nd day wifout her.. hahaz.. gud.. i am progressing.. maybe lik tat to her to me will b gud ba... cheer on jeff!! =P..i luv goin school !!! hahaz great!!.. of coz its great.. so many chiobu in de sch.. hahaz.. chio la!!.. =p..
today computer lesson!!! great.. learn photoshop.. haha. i learned it at ite!!! damn.. haha.. hmm den next lesson is outdoor drawing.. idoit me.. my drawing juz sux sia.. i muz jing bu!!! ... geex..
tml lesson okok la.. juz tat de 2d studion got some item i dun hav.. dunn will wat happen sia.. hahaz.. jia lat jia lat...
i desperately waiting for tml!!.. i wan go sch!! i wan sch end faster too!!.. hahaz.. great man!!.. i simply luv lasalle!!.. cool!!.. getting to luv it le.. hahaha..
tis is my ytd i say i wan post de pix.. =P
ah happy n cheerful but not de sadist jeff =P...
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