10:24 PM

haaz.. today was a disater.. a stupid one.. 330 go out to lasalle le.. den reach there by 445.. walk walk.. saw my classmate in de end they say class kann cancelled!!!.. wah lao.. ji dao sian diao.. 1hr 30 m travel time in de end no class.. sian diao sia!!.. in de end go back home lor.. sian ah!!.. hahaz... today dunn y.. got de mood to draw many ting.. haha.. i will post all those i drawn soon.. haha.. altot is ugly la.. hahah.. =P.. hmmm

i gladly to announce jeff is back.. !! haha.. =D

ah jefF

9:56 PM

i hav no right to stop u all.. i have no say to anyting u do.. coz i am juz a nobody to u.. u didn't even noe i care.. so wats de point.. haiz.. i wish i can nvr eva tink of u le.. but i really cant.. ur image juz alwasy appear everywhere every second.. haiz.. i noe u also wont bother me de la.. is i zhi zhuo duo qing.. tinkin so much .. haiz..

i seriously need someone to tok to!!.. i juz wanted to say everyting out.. haiz..

no use le no use le.. haiz.. ppl only tink of their 2nd half where to time to tok to u .. u foolish u!!.. hahaz.. wake up la.. u tink u who sia.. jeff ah jeff.. wake up.. juz accept de fact la.. u r a nobody man.. =(.. haiz..

someone juz hug me la!! i seriously need someone to hug hahaha.. not i wan chi dou fu.. is de feeling.. haiz.. no one.. hahaz.. sadistic.. =(...

haiz.. jeff ah jeff.. b strong.. dun b so sissy .. sad over stupid ting.. hahaz.. cheer up ah jeff.. xiao yi ge!!.. =P.. haiz.. when i become zi lian sia.. hahahah sadded.. only i can tok to myself.. no one to tok to le.. =(.. i dun wan disturb ppl!!.. haha.. maybe i will by a barbie doll n tok to her ba. hahaha jokin jokin.. doraemon much betta. haha.. haiz.. self entertaining.. haiz.. =(

ah jefF

9:26 PM

haish... today saturday.. spent de whole saturday at home.. its been many many times le..hmmmm tis week went out wif her 3 times.. celeb wif her her bd in my always wanted manner.. haaz.. even though not really tat nice or romantic.. at least if it was me.. i will b very gan dong.. haaz.. but no one did tat on me b4.. sadded.. haiz.. i will rmb tis day de.. =).. hmmmm

i noe i hav no rights or reasons to feel sadded.. but haiz.. i juz cant 4get her.. i tried 4geting her for de first few day but really cant.. she juz wont get off my mind.. hai.. i wan to juz let it off.. coz i dun wan her to feel bad each time.. i also dunwan her wei le me dden wont b happy wif her stead.. hmm but i tink got me she also will happy wif her stead de ma.. anyway i am juz a nobody lai de.. hahaz.. =P

when i saw tat she is wif her stead.. my heart juz sank.. i noe i hav no right to b sad or wat.. is juz tat i reaLly feel de pain.. haaz.. hope i can b betta n b stronger ba.. hahaz..

today got firework.. dunn if they got go watch ma.. really very nice to watch when ur luved one is beside.. =). hope they r now watching ba.. =).. lik tat i believe ah dumb will b very happy n seeing her happy i am happy too.. =P..

i feeling very tired.. boring.. stressed.. sad.. n pain.. haiz..

i wanted to change !!..

but i really do miss her!!...

if only she noes... if only she uds..

let me b de angel to bless u all wif luv n care.. hahaz.. hmmm i miss u but i cant take u away .. =) i luv u but u cant luv me.. n i really do want u but fate dun allow it to b.. so i will ren ming n follw de fate ba.. =P..

i miss u lot.. hoep u will uds me.. =(..

ah jefF hen xiang ah dumb hen duo hen duo..

10:34 PM

hmmmm today went orientation again.. do post card.. haiz.. feel so sad.. wat i draw is juz lik a shit compared to other sia.. all got shading got style one. mine iscartton de.. haha.. so pathetic sia.. hmmmm how am i compare to others.. haizzso sad.. today saw so many classmate but all look so fierce de.. hardly to talk to them also.. hmmm tml i wil make a comeback de.. hahaz!!..

today ah dumb bd.. hope she hav fun wif her family.. gud to hav family celeb wif their children.. so warmth touching.. haiz.. dumb ah.. 15th years old le.. muz b strong ah!!>. b positive too.. hahaz.. dun lik em.. so lousy n sadistic de.. everyting also cannot done properly.. =).. i wish u gud in everyting n peace on.. =D.. hope u lik ytd n de present.. =).. those tingy in de bear i really mean it de.. n hopefully u b happy everyday.. =)

wat can i do to improve myself.. improve myself to b more trusted.. to b more frenly.. to b more brave.. to b more cheerful.. to b less sadistic.. haiz.. how can i do it.. haiz.. sch goin start le.. pressure comin le.. haiz.. =(.. gonn miss de late wake up i hav ..

if i can hav a more optimistic mindset jiu hao.. haiz.. so i wont go tink of all these foolish ting.. but i really cant.. i tried really hard le.. but it all turn upside down.. i am back to de sadistic me.. hahazzz...

today saw one of de deadly sins.. totally avoided him.. juz simply hate de sight of them.. they spoilt my whole mood.. =(.. haiz..

so i was home de whole day watchin tv from 3 to 10.. n now i am blogging happily.. woah!!.. cant believe it.. =)..

yeah!! i rmb sumting.. i am totally pissed by wat u did.. u knew ah gong will scold me de.. den y did u addd oil into de fire??.. haiz.. cant i play comp a little longer??.. i am not a total nerd tat wake up study go sch study come home study de leh.. haiz.. u always use ah gong to threaten me.. so wat.. i juz totally hacking care of u.. haiz..

i hate today.. but i luv de day too.. coz its is someone special de birthday.. =)..

ah jefF wishing ah dumb a happy birthday!! b strong rmb!!!

10:33 PM

haiz.. dunn y.. today shd b a happy day.. but i am still feeling down.. =(.. i juz dunn y.. it happens all de time.. haiz.. well practically i am lik tat since primary sch... =(... nvm.. today went botanical garden to draw.. i would lik to say sorry to lingfei for being late over n over again.. n nan.. really sorry today.. i noe i am not much a fun person.. =).. sorry...

after botanic garden.. nan pei me go to bugis to shop ard.. thanx nan.. =).. well i not sort of gay or wat .. i am juz someone who treats de same way as what other treat me... they treat me gud i will definitely treat them very gud.. but if they treat me bad i will definitely treat them bad x 2.. =).. tats me.. accept it..

so after shopping ard.. went to meet dumb dumb.. i tried to not letting her find out abt wat i planning to do.. although its a litlle bit failure.. =).. but really hope she will b happy.. hope u enjoy tat cake .. geex .. kinda sad to c her feeling down today.. =)..i feel weird when i am singing thou.. haha.. cos i tried my first time singing bd song to her n make her happy even juz a little bit.. but seeing her smile is enuff for me.. so dumb ah.. dun brood so much liao okie.. cheer really up.. =)

suddenly i feel lik having my blog long long again.. hahazz

even if i am meeting her for a hr... i dun mind at all... she is de one tat i can really put my time into.. =).. but i knew her heart hav no me inside.. haha.. okok.. dun say liao.. get out of tis topic.. geex.. so dumb ah.. hope u lik de present n card n de song haha.. even though i dun hav a very gud voice.. but i know it really sound terrible la.. hahaz.. =P.. hmm n oh ya.. really sorry sorry abt de cake.. i didn't knew de cake is tat soft.. geex.. but anyway my special cake .. hahaha =P. hope u b happy always n stay strong ah!!..

happy 15th birthday ah dumb!!... b happy always.. my policy.. hahaz.. =)...

hope u happy happy n happy!!.. geex..

tml another day to lasalle.. haiz.. but i will make new fren .. i promise!!.. hahaz

i will nvr 4get tis cake.. haha.. sorry dumb for de very terrible cake.. hahaz.. =p..

10:46 PM

geex. today orientation week day 2 !! hahaz.. go all de way to kallang for 1 hr??.. i cant believe it.. 1015 jiu release.. den nth to do go bugis walk.. den 250 meet ahdumb.. 4 den can really go out.. haha.. wait so long sia.. but nvm la.. can c her 1 min i also happy.. =P.. den went back bugis again.. hahaz.. today very happy.. =).. N very TIRED!!!... slp de whole way to jurong east den go take bus also slp.. alamak.. but dunn y now abit dun wan to slp.. hahaz.. mabe i am now in my fav hobby... drawin!!!... hahaz hmmmm finally can c her again!!.. haaz.. juz lik wat she said on de mrt .. i can wait.. hahaz.. tml her bd eve le.. wat de plan i goin to do ah.. throw her down!!.. hahaz.. kidding kidding

ah dumb hope u dun b bored when u went out wif me.. =)..

i promise u de ting i will definitely finish up de.. hahaz.. n i hope u will always rmb tml.. =P..

ah jefF

11:00 PM

haaaz.. a quite fun day... went for orientation.. listen to talks abt our future classes n project.. listen to wan fall aslp sia.. den after tat meet shong n dog.. go eat n came home til now lor.. =(.. so sad .. life ending wif a slack at home.. hahaz.. tml same time start and same time end.. after tat meeting her.. n 2 days later her bd le.. =P.. hmm dunn how to help her celeb ah.. hahaz.. nvm.. i am creative i am creative!!.. hahaz~! =P..

great.. tml will b a fun day.. woah!!.. =P

my class.. VS1H
25 student
8 international student
approximately 15 gals 10 boys..
weird monday lesson..

ah jefF

11:57 PM

天涯何处无芳草， 何必单恋一枝花... hmmm de proverb of de day.. haaz.. de emaning. haiz..

today did nth much.. whole day at home find song n game.. den went out wif dog.. den back to comp... haiz.. i am waiting for next week.. sch start le n get to c her longer .. her bd coming.. time ofr some surprise!!>. haha =)

waiting n missing her lot.. =_)

ah jefF

10:54 PM

hmmm back from sentosa.. leg injured hand pain... haha.. feel slpy n tired.. =(// but rainin spoil de day. but we still hav fun.. in de end i cant get any pix of de sunset.. haiz.. =(.. i tink i make her angry again.. haiz.. she lik hack care me again.. =).. but i will nvr hack kare her.. tis is de oath i made.. n i will nvr fan hui.. =P.. haaz

cheer up jeff.. n i really miss her alot.. =)..

ah jefF

8:42 AM

hahaz.. lucky i was dumb enuff to log in without tinking wat de hell i doin.. haaz.. den to my surprise she chat wif me!!!.. she is also early sia.. haha.. hmmmm rmb ah dumb.. ur promise.. nvr to say that word .. again!!!.. haaz.. n rmb my wed n fri !!. =P.. haaz.. ur surprise wor.. throw u down!!!>. hahaha.. =P..

happy moment b4 sentosa.. =P.. geex

n really i miss her so much.. =(

ah jefF

12:01 AM

haaz.. today orientation day!!!. quite fun.. got alot chiobu c!!! but i didn't found fashionshan .. haiz.. but nvm!!.. still can c her some other day.. geez.. sit n listen de whole day.. de pa cant even increase their volume sia.. sound lik whispering.. hahaz.. hmm ... den we go hav lunch finding one stupid atm.. den nan sacrifice .. haha.. i wan dedicate sacrifice by creed to nan.. hahaha.. =P hmm great to noe tat wednesday is drawing outside day n friday is fun day!!. haha.. suang ah.. but after tat jiu muz pia le.. hahaz.. =)..

sianz.. another day wifout her chat.. =(... haiz...

ah jefF

10:13 PM

hmmmm sian ah!! actually write alot de.. de comp hang.. end up muz rewrite.. haaz.. hmmmm today nth more or less to say lor.. woke up.. hope for her smses.. nope.. den did de same old ting.. den feeling rather bored so go out walk walk .. buy alot of food home.. alot of food.. also not la.. hahaz.. den hope for her smses again.. nope still de same.. den intend to 4get it.. but i wan noe y.. so sms her n wat i get in return is de smae.. wait!!!>. haha.. i dun tink i wait so many time b4 sia.. but its nice.. hehe.. becoz i am waiting de is her.. so i dun mind.. =).. today got such a qiao stuff happen sia.. de gal tat went for de interview on de same date de same time.. n i get to noe her on net??. haha can u believe it??.. hahaz.. nvm.. can saw her jiu hao le.. fashion la da shan.. haha.. =P.. but we not same class sia.. so opps sorry fashionshan.. u cannot di siao me le.. hahaz.. =P.. but i also sad sia.. cannot same class.. sob sob.. if my class got her jiu hao le.. perfect!!. hahaz.. =P..

i really miss her alot.. but no one noes.. i noe she noes.. but everyting is too late le.. so haiz.. btw.. dumb ah.. cheer up ah.. hack kare wat other ppl said.. juz b wif who u lik.. okie.. dun let other comment affect u n him.. =)..

another ting really make me very fan de.. my ah gong very de wat.. i cut hair not happy i surf net not happy i sit down not happy i eat meal not happy.. wateva i did also he not happy de.. haiz... feel so stress when he is at home.. fele so relax when he is working.. haiz..

i wann break free!!!.. haiz.. dunn whether later she will really call ma.. haiz.. i got a feeling de wait is goin to b very long.. haiz.. =).. nvm.. cheer up jeff..

hahaz.. tml start sch le.. b happy!!.. =P

i miss her alot alot!! i really wan everyday c dao her.. even though her heart not wif me.. i juz wan c her can le.. =P..but i noe its hard.. haizz

ah jefF aka sadsad boy..

9:36 AM

hmmmm halo thursday!!.. hahaz.. dunn y.. every morning de mood is always so happy de.. hahaz.. seems lik my old line can still use sia.. hahaz.. hmmm today thursday le.. tml orientation!!!.. sianz man.. nvm.. today muz early slp liao.. hahaz.. hmmmmm today is goin to b a boring day for me again.. geex.. hope my timetabel will giv me more early release.. haha.. so i can go town or bugis or even meet her more often.. hahahaz.. lets hope lets hope.. =D.. hmmmm my class is goin to b h!!.. sian man. lingfei m... nan e.. wah lao.. all disperse till north south east west sia. hahazz... hmmmm great day c great hour c great moments.. hope tml is not lik de day i enter ite.. lifeless haha although in de end very fun but i hope first day jiu fun liao.. hahaz..!! .. geex.. hope tis thursday also fun for me ba.. hahaz.. saturday we will hav very fun time n after saturday.. saye na ra to my fren le.. haha.. =P.. but not saya na ra la.. is less time to c them le.. hahaz.. =).. nvm.. long long time come out 1 time also not bad.. hahaz.. =P.. hehe hmmm okie ba.. nite zai blog.. hahaz.. =P..

i miss her lot...

ah jeff

10:49 PM

hmm 2nd blog of de day.. haiz.. dunn y .. de morning happy hav became night sadness.. haiz.. de feeling is juz not right again.. i cant believe i goin start sch liao.. new ppl .. new enviroment.. how.. haiz.. hmmmm.. today went buy lasalle stuff. so heavy.. 2 big guy goin ard orchard wif such a big yellow bag.. alamak.. haha.. hmm indeed heavy la.. hahaz.. hmmm tml another boring day.. haiz.. i still rmb laz week de tml.. a stupid bad day for me.. n well.. i dun wish to say again.. haiz.. tml is a week anniversary for de heartbreak.. hahaz.. =P.. now tink liao also feel pain sia.. nvm. dun tink le... hahaz.. hmmmm so boring sia.. i feel lik quickly friday come n my time tabel.. so i can plan my time le.. hahaz.. =P.. geex.. friday muz 7 wake up liao.. so sianz.. tml is my laz day of long slp!!. hahaz.. enjoy!!.. ggeex..

haiz.. she pop offline wifout tellin me for de 3rd time le.. haiz.. y saying gudbye or even say gtg also diff sia.. hahaz.. =).. always wan chat wif her le den offine liao.. haiz.. =).. cheer up ba.. geex.. =P.. will continue tml .. hope tml will b another happy day for me.. hehe..

ah jefF aka kong long toot toot.. =D

10:50 AM

today is wednesday.. 19th of july.. n i am here gladly to announce.. my number 91442736 is offically close!!!.. i repeat.. de fone line 91442736 r offically closed!!..hahaz.. so there will b no more calling no more smses.. juz delete away de number n rmb tis new hotline... 91993359.. hahaz. woah.. i sound lik gurmit sia.. hahaha.. =P.. geex.. today goin buy de material le.. hahaz.. gud gud.. can go shoppin!!!.. hehe.. great.. n i dunn wat i goin to wear sia.. hahaz.. hmmmm damn.. i woke up to find my new fone there lying on my table.. so gud.. my dream is here.. hahaha.. no la.. not so kua zhang. hahaz.. hmmmm juz feel so bad.. used ah gong 200 for de new fone.. n now.. another 200 for de shopping list.. haiz.. feel so bad.. i will work harder de n i will earn de money for myself so i wont giv a burden to him liao.. haaz.. gud.. i made up my mind le.. haaz..

today i feel so happy.. early in de morning de first ting to do is to sms her..wawhahaha.. actually wan ask her y ytd suddenly pop offine de.. den when i saw her reply i was lik .. damn.. cant bear to scold her.. hahaz.. saw her msg only my heart jiu turn soft liao.. hahaha. but i very happy.. hehe.. =P.. dun tell u y.. let u xin yang yang.. hahaz. .jokin. actually is also nth de la.. hahaz.. hmmm ok la.. nite zai post again.. now go prepare meet nan le.. cys!!. haha. guoan teach de.. CYS!!!...

11:19 PM

hmm today very special .. write 3 post.. hahaz dunn y today mood damn gud.. i juz dunn y.. today is lik a perfect day for me sia.. got new fone.. sch letter came.. ah gong giv me money for stuff.. very happy n contented wif wat i have now.. yippeee!!!.. damn.. i really muz say sorry to those who listen to my crap de past few day.. hahaz.. really sorry.. i admit i am very foolish.. while. i am alright le.. hehe hmmm i am very glad tat at least someone will care for me thruout all these matter.. and i am very gratitude to wat they did.. haaz.. thanx so much.. hmmm now is 1130 le.. 30 more minute jiu less a day for me to play le.. hahaz.. goin start sch le!!.. muz travel all de way to kallang!!.. so far!!. nvm.. xi guan jiu hao.. muz wake up early liao.. hahaz..

hmm i dunn wat to say le.. she does it again.. say later chat wif me.. booom!! she went offline wifout saying gudbye.. hahaz.. i dunn i shd b sad ma.. haiz.. but sad also no use.. she also cant feel de sadness i had.. haaz.. so i muz b hapy.. happy always cure evryting in tis world.. whahaha..

all i could onyl say.. i miss her n de days we hav fun outside. i miss de day we r at esplanade.. de day at bugis.. de day at town.. de day u noe my secret hidding place.. hahaa i also miss de day waiting for u while u come down after sch. haiz.. i wish i can wait for u everyday.. =).. i really do..

stay happy!!.. uncle jeffie

10:18 PM

yozz.. tis is my 2nd post of de day.. hahaz.. hmmm today recieevd my lasalle letter le.. cant believe sch start real fast.. next week only!!.. hmmmm cannot meet shong on monday le.. cannot slack at nite le.. cannot wake up late le.. cannot play so much le.. cannot waste money too le.. haaz.. sianz den still need go buy those art material.. everyting cost more den 150 sia!!.. so exp.. haiz.. feel so bad.. hmmm today or now i feeling much betta le.. feel so gud.. dunn y.. but i still hope for a msg .. even is a simple hi or bye msg.. but my tinking is duo yu le.. she where got time to bother u sia dumbo jeff.. she also got her ting to do.. where will come n tok to u .. haaz.. hmm cheer up ah jeff.. anyting.. look at de bright side of life.. hahaz.. having real fun playing wif my handfone cam.. n i will upload my masterpiece soon .. hahaz.. let u all c wat will a boring guy do when he get real bored.. haaz.. =)..

hmmm although i am being happy le.. but i really do b not happy when i am read dread alone.. haiz.. i juz wann let her noe tat there will b always a jeff in her life.. n dun 4get me.. rmb ah dumb dumb.. =).. i care for u.. =)

ah jeff lao laksa

10:48 AM

halo!!.. hhaz.. i tink writing two post in one day is a habit for me liao.. wahhahaa.. but after tis week jiu hardly got 2 post liao.. geex.. hmm juz waoken up.. when i saw my new fone.. i was lik cant believe it man.. haha!!.. yeah!! i got my new fone!!.. wooohhaaa.. geex.. goin start sch le omg!!.. i gonn miss de very long holiday i got.. haiz.. n miss her so.. really.. haiz.. =)

11:37 PM

haiz.. didn't knew a simpple msg can make me soft hearted back again.. haiz.. y caNT i change for de betta n grew stronger.. tink stronger.. b stronger... haiz.. seems lik i really cant 4get her.. but she is my fren.. how come i can b lik tat.. haiz.. feel lik banging my head towards de wall sia.. haiz.. y do i still tink of her.. jeff ah jeff.. come back ah.. haiz.. hmm ok la.. change topic.. today bought my own hp!!.. yeah.. w700i!!.. i gonn cherish it very much le.. my very won baobei.. i lub my ipod n my handphone now.. so great to hav them ard.. they r de only 2 buddy tat can stay n make me happy de.. hahaha... =P.. hmm so funny.. de feeling is back liao.. i dun wann feel tis way.. she leave me waiting again.. haiz.. n offline she goes.. y sia.. hahaz.. hackkare.. b happy jeff!. haha.z. got new fone!!. yeah!!.

i miss u damn lotz.. but i try hard to 4get u le. =)..

ah jeff lao toot toot

10:44 AM

now i am really in a total dilemma liao.. y did she still msg me.. i tot ytd i msged her ntat i wont bother her liao.. but y she still msg me .. haiz.. now i really dunn wan to really hackakre her or not.. y c her one msg i can turn soft hearted de.. haiz.. i really dun wan make her sad de.. i mean as in sad coz i keep irritate her.. haiz.. y did i turn into lik tat... aint me de strong jefF?.. de one tats keep smiling??.. haiz.. i really dunn wat to do le.. i tot fine.. dun wann chat den dun sms le.. but she msg me back n early in de morning when i saw her msg.. i dunn whether shd i reply.. haiz.. y do u still care abt me when u already had someone else.. i juz reallly dunn wat to do le.. y cant i juz wake up n b a happy jeff n not brooding over all this.. haiz.. not tat i really dun wan c her msg.. as i really really reaLly wan to c her msg .. but i have tried my very best to stop tinking of her le. but her 1 simple msg can make me change my mind.. haiz.. y.. sorry everyone.. i tink i am back to de same liao.. haiz.. i juz dunn y.. n i dun really wan to avoid her.. haiz.. i juz dunn y.. i really wan to chat wif her lik wat we do de first day.. i know its impossible.. coz she have antoher one in her mind le.. but i juz really hope she treats me de same way as de first day.. haiz.. i am very happy to c her msg early morning today but i also sad to c.. coz once again. my heart become soft again.. haiz.. maybe i am tat easily soft hearted de ba.. i hope not!! .. hmm go meet shong liao.. haiz.. cya.. blog again later diary..

12:28 AM

=).. there's this special person i wann thanx so much for being there when i am down tis few day.. i really wan to thanx her n hav de heart to listen to my rubbish.. haaz.. really thanx alot.. i really appreciate ur help .. n i will promise u.. i will not tink of her again le.. n i wil stay happy!! lik a happy jef!!.. thanx so much GINNY.. =)..

i would lik to thanx Xing jie too.. for being there wif me.. thanx for ur concern.. u really make me feel at least there's someone who care.. =).. i promise u jie.. i will b happy de.. jie thanx alot !!.. =)

i uds le.. after all those ting i told her.. she still did de same.. haaz.. so y muz i b stuck wif her.. i might juz drown myself.. hey jef.. juz let go. yeap and i juz did tat. i told her i wont bother her anymore le.. n i hope i really can do it!!.. 4get abt her!!.. y still rmb someone who dun even put u in her mind.. hahaz.. juz 4get her 4get her 4get her!!! who is she??.. she is someone who dun bother u.. yden y u bother someone who dun bother u..?? .. haiz.. stupid jeff stupid jeff.. u really tink u r very gud ah.. u really tink u r very swit ah u really tink u r very nice ah.. dun tink too much la.. not in anyone dream sia. =(.. u r juz someone who juz take u as nth... rmb,, u r juz nth.. someone who only need to reply u wif juz a word.. who will wan tok to u.. u r juz a bullshit!!.. 4get her!!

tink of de fun!!.. de chalet !!.. wah so fun!! den bbq !! wah so fun!!. de steam boat !! wah so fun!!.. de kbox!! wah so fun!!.. i hate tinkign of esplanade but i luv goin to esplanade!!!...

i luv esplanade!!! but hate tinkin of tat.. haiz..

cheer up!!.. y bother to tink!!.. 4get her!!. move on!!>. yes!!.. she having fun while u at home worry abt her!!.. 2 time liao.. y care for her!!.. 1st time she go out wif him when she say she cannot meet me.. 2nd time say msg me when she is home.. i waited ofr so long.. but no msg.. in de end is having fun.. while i worry!!.. she happy 2 time.. i sad 2 time.. haiz.. y y y y!!!.. hate tis..jeff b stronger.. dun b so emotional.. someone is not meant for u to b emotional.. cheer up!!.. no use n pointless doin all tis to her!!.. she juz tink nth of u.. =)

tml wil b a happy day!!!.. another gud day for u.. =p.. hehe
new fone n new number coming rite up!!!.. =P

12:08 PM

halo bloggie!!.. haha.. ytd at esplanade tink alot.. comeback home tink alot.. slp tink alot.. wake up tink alot.. now i finally uds le.. since de fate is not on my side.. den well den.. i will juz accept it.. HAPPILY.. coz when i am sad i wont get back anyting n it will only make my self sad.. so since its all planned out tis way.. let follw it ba.. to ms dumb dumb.. i knew wat i did is all nth to u de.. so u muz takekare of urself.. dun b too soft ah.. later ppl bully u.. hmm cant believe its my turn to say tis le.. i am glad i have tis really gud gud gud gud gud gud gud fren named rebecca .. hahaz.. hope to meet u more often.. i wish.. geex.. n rmb.. anyting happen.. u still hav me.. no matter wat.. tis won't change.. i can promise u.. =).. haaz.. anyting.. i will always turn up no matter when n where..

RMB ah.. if can de hua.. meet me out.. so i wont tink so much dumb dumb.. keke. =)

its all bao ying!!.. retribution!!.. my own doing!!.. hahaha..

1:00 AM

back to bloggin again.. juz came back fro lonely trip.. haha.. went to esplanade ard 6 . den realise how come there r so many malays walkin up n down.. den nvm lor.. go esplanade.. den more n more malays.. after de walk.. wat i saw was tremendous.. huge crowd of talking ppl.. making at whole esplanade seems busy.. haha.. there's a concert there and de one singing which i guess was a popular band from de malays.. called plainsunset or sumting lik tat.. but de concert start at 930 n i reach there ard 7 so i walked to de end n rested there.. haiz.. tink n tink n tink.. cry n cry.. no ppl saw.. of coz. i was meant to b lonely.. haiz.. den got a gal saw den she lik wan ask me wat happen.. haha coz can c from her expression.. but didn't la. of coz la.. stranger leh.. cry is my business .. but at least can c she got de heart.. haha.. to de whoeva.. thanx alot.. hmm den dunn y cry n cry jiu become zhu liao .. can fall aslp.. omg.. i cant imagine if someone wan molest me while i slp sia.. hahaa.. jokin. hmm den wake up.. was lik shit wat time liao.. den c.. chey.. only 830.. den feel lik there also sian liao.. so walk down abit.. den boom boom boom!!!.. wat de hell is tat.. FIREWORK!!!>. hha.. so nice.. !! i can c de firwork clearly lor.. so damn nice.. but wat a lonely firework.. haiz.. den c liao wait awhile lor.. again again!!.. haha.. nice sia. den finish le walk down to de durian shell.. den de concert start le.. de concert looks abit lik coldplay or maroon 5 lik tat.. but is sang by malay.. tat explain y all malay turns up ba.. hahaz.. damn nice they sing.. n it last only 30 mins.. wat de hell.. nvm.. everyone is on de way to de mrt.. so pack sia.. so i stop at de big big space.. c ppl dance breakdance.. omg!! so nice sia.. i even imagine myself dancing.. haha.. den i sit down n watch them dance.. so damn nice.. ard 11 i jiu go le. sit there exactly 1 hr sia.. buttock pain.. den go home le.. hahaz.. tis is my lonely nite.. but it is fun.. coz lucky i went .. =P.. nice!!.. next time i muz travel lik tis often le.. its actually quite fun travelling alone!!.. yiipppee!!.. haiz.. come on la jeff.. u r strong one.. dun drop tears again. hahaz.. cheer up!!.. imagine u dance.. hundred of ppl cheering u up!!>. wah.. hahaha.. if noone wan u .. i stil wan u jeff!!. hahaha.. i stil luv u n care for u jeff.. hack ur parent hack ur fren.. juz b wif me jef.. i can takekare of u wholeheartedly.. hughug. hahaha!!!.. =P.. i become psychoic le.. haiz..

hope she everyday happy.. n dun 4get me tis gud gud gud gud gud gud fren wor.. =).. meet up often too.. gud fren!!.. =)anyting i care for u.. =).. n i promise u .. i will nvr change anyting from u. =)it always stay in my heart.. dumb dumb.. =).. i luv my tis fren.. ahhaha shit.. psychoic!!. =P..

ah sadistic n silly jeff..

11:29 AM

haiz.. thanx "Xing" jie so much for all her help ytd.. haiz.. ytd i did de most unbelievable ting which i myself also cant tink i can even do it.. hmmm.. n i did juz tat infront.. but de result i get is wat i wish i didn't get.. haiz.. i am so sad when i heard de ting she said.. but nvm la wanted to remain de happy jeff de.. but still.. she saw de sad side of me.. haiz.. i am so useless.. haaz.. y cant i juz 4get everyting n juz continue wif life.. is this de retribution of wat i get .. all i need is someone to care abt me n someone i can share all my ting for.. but thanx god.. i hav no one to turn to.. even i hav any sorrowful ting or happy ting.. i myself wiill b happy n sad all alone.. but who wil care for me.. as for once i tot i found someone tat i really lik.. tinking of her is juz too swit for me.. but y again.. god let her slip thru my hand.. haiz.. there's thousand n thousand of "fei hua" i wanted to tell her.. but i juz cant.. coz she had already someone else in her mind.. hmmmm now i am juz afraid of losing her again.. i really need someone to tok to n pour all my ting out!!.. but y i cant control my emotion infront of her.. haiz.. y did she saw it.. i dun wan her to to b sad too..

i feel lik pouring everyting out here now.. at least de blog still hav de heart to listen to my sorrow.. juz tat de blogger very dao nia.. nvr reply to me de.. haha.. haiz.. sorry for everyting.. i dun wan to b sad de.. i juz cant control it..

to dumbdumb.. these r de words i wann to tell u ...
~ from de day i went out wif u.. i already tink of u as diff from a fren liao.. i knew from the begining u r already de one i really luv to takekare of .. but i turn out lik tat.. it happen so fast.. tat day i abit tongue tied when i tell u all these is becoz i nvr did tat b4.. n i really reallyy really wan to let u noe how i feel.. tat day after i saw wat u wwrote n u tot i saw angry.. but really i didn't.. i am juz heartbroken.. heartbroken not coz of u lie to me.. is coz u hav fallen for someone else.. i didn't even hav de chance to tink back.. it just hapen.. actually i already knew wat is goin on before tat nite.. coz in sms n msn .. u r avoiding always.. i juz cant even tok to u in 5 sentences.. n i am very sad.. i nvr tot of so much when u r still single .. but eventually all fate decides .. it really meant not to b.. although i really wish for someone tat i luv n luved me.. n care abt me.. while i can really take gud care of her.. but. y y y yy y y yy y y .....i was waiting for ur msg everyday.. n when u reply.. u will always say.." later zai msg u"... haiz.. n i wait wait wait again.. tis week i was waiting for de wednesday so i can go out wif u.. but in de end it didn't turn out.. i was so hoping for monday n tuesday to pass quickly.. n finally wednesday come but we r juz not b able to b.. dumb.. i noe here wat i write u also dun care liao.. but let me really finish up wateva ting i wann say.. n i hope u c it too.. haiz.. ytd went out wif u.. n i am waiting for ur msg.. n it didn't came.. haiz.. i really really cant control ytd.. i juz wish i could turn back de time n i b de happy jeff infront of u.. but i juz cant control it.. sorry to let u c my tears.. i really dun wan it tis way.. actually b4 u meet dao me.. n when u call me to wait below ur house.. i cant control it again.. it juz flew out tinking tat u dun wann c me anymore.. hmmm when we r at esplanade there.. i really wish i can cry it all out.. n i really really wish .. but i muz b strong infront of u.. if not u will say is ur fault.. but y did u saw my tears.. if i noe i dun turn ard.. haiz.. i juz wann to tell u.. for anyting else.. if u hav anyting u wann share or wat.. i wil always b there.. no matter wat.. but i knew i will nvr b de one u will share ur ting le.. haiz.. glad that u r having fun wif him all de time n someone to really takekare of u. =(.. well. u juz stay happy n hack me ba.. but rmb.. ask me out usually ah.. n rmb de day after ur bd is mine.. hahaha.. keke. i hope u really rmb.. =).. n i hope i can meet dao u b4 my sch starts.. i really wan to c u so much.. but i knew u dunn y.. coz i also dunn y.. is juz de feeling is there.. haiz.. hope u uds wat i mean.. i willing to takekare of u from now to heaven.. haiz.. but i dun even hav de chance.. =).. anyting else juz rmb.. i will b there.. haaz.. =). ~

let me say wat i said tat day again.. i luv u alot.. hope i can b wif u.. i really do hope.. haiz.. but den is juz hope.. =).. haiz.. cheer up ba..

god plz change me into a stronger n tough guy leh.. i dun wan to b de one tat cry n cry n cry.. so sissy!!.. but i juz cannot control.. i bet i can challenge de 10sec drop tears de.. haiz.. y am i so sissy !!.. sisilia!!..

b strong b strong b strong!!!...

continue on later.. guess i xi guan type long blog entry liao.. nvm .. can pour out everyting.. anyway also no one will care.. =(.. cheer uP!! =).. cheer more up!!!.. =D

uncle sadist evil jeff

9:24 AM

=(.. today tot of meeting her.. she wanted to meet.. but i am in a total dilemma shd i go or not.. i dun wan go coz i dun wan her to waste her time le since she found someone le.. haiz.. n it will b totally silence if we meet.. i really dunn wat else i can tok to her.. haiz.. for any other reason.. i really wan to go coz i really wan to c her again.. i wan to tell her how i feel.. haiz.. i juz dunn y.. y cant i 4get her .. someone who appear in my life for juz 5 days only.. haiz.. y am my heart so emotional.. haha.. let me b de strong jeff again.. argh!!.. haha.. now is almost 10am le.. shd i go or shd i not!!!..haiz.. lik wat everyone said.. "follow ur heart". now my heart is also in dillema le.. haiz..

i made up my mind le!!.. nvr regret anyting u didn't do.. so i guess today i will b gonn b someone whom i nvr eva tot of.. rmb wor.. in this world nth is sit back n gain.. u hav to achieve it urself.. at least it wont turn into a regretful moment.. guess this is it.. today i goin to b a daring jeff le.. a nvr seen behind footage.. hahaa

god bless!!.. hope i can return wif a gud news.. but.. i knew its impossible.. at least i have nvr regret wat i did.. haaz.. =P. keke.. to b continue tonite..

8:55 AM

hmmm dear diary... i am really getting fed up wif my life le.. y did u put someone tat appear only a few day but from de beggining tat i noe her.. i already knew she is de one le.. i mean y did u had someone to let me tok wif n chat wif while i nth to do go tink tat i lik her so much.. hahhaa.. hmmmmi juz dun lik tis.. y cant i change??.. so wat if she chosen someone else or even let go of me to b wif him.. i muz rather stay happy coz its her decision.. i feel rather stupid sia.. cry coz a fren tat i only noe for 4 days.. haha.. y am i so easily satisfied wif ppl de.. y am i lik tat.. i didn't noe laz 2 day i was so damn sad.. damn weird when ppl looking at me at de movie.. haaz.. nono .. i muz change.. geex.. but i really juz cant believe tat someone would lie to me.. even though she is de one i really lik.. as in i lik her who she is.. haiz.. y cant i b strong man.. haha.. not physically strong but mentally strong.. chatted wif someone ytd close to my life... enjoyed chatting wif him.. tell me hows life.. wat he told me n explain abt me .. he guess it all correctly.. damn.. tats one person who really noe me sia.. haaz.. i cant imagine wifout him ytd.. hahaz..

i dunn shd i b sad or juz continue my life.. i wanted to continue my life.. coz de decision she already made for herself le.. n all i can do is to bless her.. how can i b strong to take her back.. anyway he can b wif her anytime .. haaz.. while i need to go home early.. who wans a guy who need to go home so early n cant b there .. haaz.. guess i am really a useless person.. everyone tink so?.. hahaz..

shd i b sad.. well i hav been sad for 2 day le.. i cant imagine a person would lied to me to b wif someone else.. y cant she juz say de truth.. haaz.. am i really nth to u tat u hav to let go of me juz to b wif him??.. haiz..

i really hate tis.. y did u put someone into my life n wifout anyting u take her back again while she have added colors into my life.. haaz..

guess shortly i will return to the place wher my sorrow sinks.. =(.. i really dun wan to go there alone again.. but guess tis is de fate ba.. tink i b goin tml!!.. haha.. fun.. go there shout n cry .. no one care.. geex..

uncle jefF aka nvrhappyboy

11:48 PM

halo.. now is 11.52.. today was one of de worse day eva.. early morning let me know de truth.. sadded.. den nvm .. too boring liao actuall after sch wan go meet shiwei n seeho but they say change to nite.. yeap.. n i guess it right.. they called more ppl.. somemore dragged 2 ppl tat i cant even tink of in.. haiz.. tink of tokin properly.. but their face n shiwei attitude juz make me very tu lan so i changed my face too.. den de way shiwei tok is really boiling up my head n i juz dunn y i juz flare up n throw wateva word i wan to say.. haaz.. juz becoz of this 2 matter they can make it so big.. wat a gud talker shiwei is sia.. haha peifu peifu.. wat he did is only continuing to ask de same old quez.. na ni yao zhen yang.. na ni yao zhen yang.. hahaha.. wat sia .. today realy boiling me up.. hope tat jian sheng wake himself up man.. when on earth did i say de word he tot i hav say.. haaz.. tis is wat i meant.. no ppl will ask me wat i said again b4 they make a conclusion.. haiz.. nvm.. today i kann whack.. n i will rmb tis.. n wateva word u have told me shiwei.. i wont b eva 4getting wateva shit u said bad abt me.. dun try to hide coz u might get de truth out one day.. juz u wait..

3:02 PM

halo.. here i am again.. today many ting happen .. dunn wat else to do.. so i decide le.. let tis ting end ba.. eventually will b meet 'them de deadly sins' later on.. ytd nite was a sleepless nite for me.. i did many tinking.. y does ppl lie to backstabber one.. hahaz.. i juz dun get it.. y ur atitude change??.. i doubt de wishes i made for my bd wont b fulfilled le.. haiz.. birthday... birthday here n all tis shit happen.. my home.. everyone tinking tat i am a burden.. wateva i did is a nuisance to them.. i wish i can run away .. ytd waiting for her to sms or even call.. but fate dun allow me.. hahaz.. so de betta way .. its not meant.. n i woke up n saw all those ting in frenster.. y did u lie.. waited de whole damn week juz for today.. but no use.. still .. de same old ting tat happen to me.. sometime i feel lik i am not in tis world.. ytd nite i cried even when my eyes is close/./ i juz couldn't stop tinking of u.. haiz.. when i woke up n wat i saw.. i cried even more..hahaz.. i cant believe it.. is tis wat i get in return for de so called backstabbing??.. am i really tat not worthwhile to b anybody's fren??.. y cant anyone juz uds me n try to tink of me..

y did u lie to me.. y juz dun u say de truth??.. haiz.. all those ting i did for u doesn't even need u to tell me de truth??.. all those ting i did u dun even noe wat it meant to me??.. haiz.. i feel so useless.. i tried my best to cheer u up n b there for u .. but u lied to me.. i juz blame myself.. for being so dumb.. haiz..

u r having fun out there n leaving me at home alone.. haiz.. u knew wat my wishes r ma??.. one of them is to celeb ur bd at de place tat i told u i would b when i am sad.. =(.. but all these ting happen.. that ting tat i plan to do is not goin to b fun if u hav someone else in ur heart.. sorry.. but i am really tired.. for tis few day.. i still dun get any luv from anyone.. from u from my fren from my family.. nonono!!.... no one did that.. no one uds me.. haiz.. so wat if i am sad.. ppl blame me for being a backstabber.. wateva la.. n u juz ditch me when u wann meet other ppl.. u tink i doesn't knew anyting??.. haiz.. i have to b strong in front of everyone n cried my own self when i am alone..

i cried for u .. but u r having fun.. sadded.. well.. maybe u found de rite person le ba.. n i came in de wrong time.. haiz.. sorry.. till now u still dunn wat is de feelin i hav for u.. i juz feel so sad.. keke.. enuff of everyting.. i knew no body will believe me le.. as i am a backstabber a liar a devil a bastard a ****er.. anyting la.. i had enuff.. let today settle everyting ba.. hope they juz giv me a punch or wat so i wont b feelin miserable.. =(

my family.. no body in the house uds wat i feel.. all they did is stuff food inside my mouth n a roof over my head.. n tats all they would giv me.. i nvr had a gud tok wif them .. n wherever wateva i did outside they dun even wann noe.. they will only compare me to my bro or sis or cousins.. sometime they will say tat i am a stupid idoit tat failed everyting.. haiz.. y cant i have a proper family or no need proper.. juz someone to care n luv me.. i am 18 years old!!.. but y did they treat me lik 12 yrs old??.. y cant anyone uds me.. even my family.. haiz.. de only ppl i can joke ard in de house is my uncle.. at least he will uds me juz a little bit.. n tats enuff le.. haiz..

my fren.. while at first i have quite a number of frenz.. but den they left .. juz for a simple reason.. backstabbing.. hahaha.. wateva shit they hav for de reason tat wat i hav done is juz ridiculous.. but anyway.. no point having all those 'frens' when they even could called me a backstabber n scold me vulgar even if we r 4 yrs fren .. haiz.. cant even believe tat frenz would turn out lik tat.. frens.. haaz.. even as fren y did u all hurl nonsense n pull everyone in.. ??.. callin me a backstabber for juz 2 cases. i would lik to c wat they would call themselves as whiile i hurl all other ting at them.. hahaz...

u.. i dun even noe u could do tis to me.. even if we r far apart but y did u lie.. haiz.. keke.. nvm.. maybe i zi duo duo qing. wateva shit la.. haha.. i am really happy for being able to tok to me or an wei me while i am down.. but maybe fate ba.. =).. de wishes will nvr b fulfilled..

de birthday wishes i made will nvr b fulfilled.. haiz.. =(

ting i decided to do today...
1. watch a movie alone.. (tis is wat she tolded me)
2. walk alone everywhere.. (reach home le)
3. settle everyting today (=))
4. 4get abt all those nonsense i hav in mind for de past 4 days..
5. i really hope to recieve her call or even smses.. n i will b waiting.. =(
6. gudluck to everyone.. jia you!!..

uncle evil jeffrey.. =)

de hatred not only to me..

1:25 PM

mr dear deadly sins of 6... u all have been a thorn on our heart since de day u all came into our life.. i am not exaggerating.. its just de facts that u all cant accept..

okie de deadly sin registered names are :
mr Lee How Chun
mr ang see ho
mr lIM sHI wEI
MR FOO XIANG HUI
mr chew guan soon
mr kng yi wei...

okie lets start my conversation..

some of them.. nonono.. al of the 6 have been calling me backstabber since when patrick and banghao clarify their so call backstabbing matter to them. the matter of facts is.. they asked me n i tell de truth.. isn't wat i say de truth??.. if u did nth wrong.. y did u all r afraid??.. so u all lik to joke ard .. so do i.. is there any rules that u can joke while i cant joke??.. hahaha.. n well.. when do i hav no more fren??.. u all??. r u all called frens??.. did u all treat us lik one?? udsing wat we r tinking n nvr take advatages of us??.. did u all did tat?... well live to urs conscience.. if u all did tink of ur fren.. y drag others into wat we r having now??.. y did u all drag de gals in to?.. coz wann teach me a lesson??.. i doubt u did it.. wahhaa.. u all mite having fun playin basketball while luffin at me for de result of ur backstabbing back .. wahhaa.. i would say.. it was a failure.. eventually.. i will lead to an obscene revealing of many many many unsolve mystery we found thruout .. haha.. since u all can named me backstabber for juz merely a few words.. so y dun we play a little game.. lets c .. if ur game win my game.. hahaha.. hmm juz lik ur dear seeho.. wat a fast one.. haha tink i didn't noe?.. well someone msged me while we r watching de movie man.. n i luv it.. not him too.. juz lik mr lim.. wat a gud actor u r man.. nice present n cake u bought for me.. hahaha.. well de matter of facts is.. since de bbq is cancelled.. y did u all went there?.. haha.. oh.. ride bike rite.. miss de fun rite.. hahaha.. or u all wann rollerblade??.. haha.. nah.. how does it feel when u all saw some leaves n sand bbq at de pit ah.. i juz couldn't imagine.. travelled so far n called more ppl to follow.. hahaz.. n den labeled me a wonderful backstabber.. well so wat r u all afraid of mam.. isn't it ur plan to make me miserable??.. woo hooo told its not useful.. its juz a matter of facts that u cant bear de consequences of de result of ur own doing.. who wans to play basketball at nite on every friday.. oh i mean wif u all.. n y did u all doesn't dare to call me on my fone ah.. such a lowly life u all got.. cant find us n go called our homes.. hahaha.. so wats de little secret that u all told us abt that poor little seeho that u all hav been order him ard ah.. thus thus.. its tat little fst secret u noe.. wat if he noe u all too tat have been so called backstabbing each other??.. omg.. is he goin to b caught??.. or r u all goin to pee?.. well u might tink i said too much.. but opps.. i was bored at home so i did all de fun we hav learned into this.. little joke?? hahaha.. luffin at fren -ve is called a joke.. how abt now we luff a little joke abt u huh.. hahaha.. cant stand it rite.. tis is wat u got in return of ur backstabbing plot.. n i gonna luv it man.. so wat if u all leave me.. will i cry n beg for ur return.. i might b but i am not .. coz i dun need u all since de very start.. haha.. u tink we enjoyed being wif u??.. nah.. its juz killing de boring time.. when we r serious we r serious.. so y dun u reflect n answer all my questions ah.. doubt u can ans all.. haha.. n calling me a backstabber with juz 2 cases??.. while we have more cases den u all tat we can ans for u.. thus thus.. n trying to get any fren away from me.. juz try it.. n c any of those works.. u all leaved me wif no regrets of me.. i juz luv it tat u all did all tis to me.. i may b psychoic.. hahaha.. but i am not DUMB!!!... tings cant solve n de crude way u all hav been suggested.. lowly uncivilied deadly sins.. wann fight??.. hahaha. sorry ah.. i may not b very civilled but i m not that stupid to hav a fight wif u all when i can handle it wif de mouth i got.. hahaz.. n u tink that i would b very afraid of being beaten by u all.. haha.. u r rite.. coz u all might turn out in groups.. lowly cowards.. n sorry ah.. i didn't drag anyone in to tis ting n yet u drag everyone u hav now by ur side in.. so i hav nth to say but pei fu u.. u hav such a group of loyal frens that only listen to u.. u r de king man.. salute.. haha.. communism n decromacy.. doesn't noe it??.. its called our little secret.. haha. omg someone is getting cold feets le.. haha.. nah i not tokin abt u .. dun b afraid.. i saying me.. coz i gonn get beaten up.. hahaz.. lowly.. life.. cowards.. juz get alittle prepared for everyting u did ba... coz de consequences is nth i can predicted.. patrick case n banghao case is only a small matter.. which i dun care what u all named me as.. de big case.. is coming.. n wat other ting u hav for me ah.. 2 cases is named a backstabber.. how abt many many many more cases ah.. haha.. n thanx for everyting u all did.. so tat i uds now who r really my real frenz n who r not.. while of coz u all de 6 deadly sins r not my real fren.. haha.. coz i might b backstabbing u.. but i am sure.. u 6 r not real fren too.. rite mr lim.. haaz.. tis is goin to b fun.. i will b awaiting for more of ur stuff coming toward me.. but let me inform u.. dun let me take advantage of u .. hahaz.. coz u all r all my deadly sins that wil end up as awful sins.. haha..

backstabbing.. people walk infront of u..u walk to de back. took a knife n stab it in.. n leave a scar.. wile. a scar is already in me.. but its slowly closing up.. so tack kare my fren lotsa care.. coz uncle jeffrey is here .. haha.. look so dramatic.. other den saying bad ting abt ppl.. wat can u all do..

well i have another ting to state it in.. is saying ppl -ve point a fun way to bond a group together.. ?? hahaha. wat a joke u all have man.. am i psychoic??.. how bout u 6.. psychoic sins that beleievd themselve as having fun by saying other ppl -ve point behind their back??.. how bout saying abt urselves.. will it b more fun.. maybe u all wil bond more closer man.. hahhaa.. fun.. hahah.. i gonn luff till my stomach cramp sia.. fun.. ..

one ting for sure.. i will nvr 4get wat u all did for me.. even if everyting is solve.. i will not 4get.. n i swear.. de nick u all got for me for juz 2 cases.. all those vularities .. i will nvr 4get.. n of coz.. de little secret .. haha.. yawn.. tiring sia.. nvm. i will stop my nonsense here.. n prepare for de worse.. tata..

ur evil n psychoic backstabbing bastard
uncle jeffrey.. =D