You, The only One.

A very new new year to everyone.

2008-01-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

okay. a new year marks a new beginning. counting down the new year in a cinema. coool. 2008, the year we have to rewrite the year. the year we have to say eight. the year which is after 07 and before 09. cool..

alright, shall not blog with whatever i have done, getting bored yeah. for 2008 - i shall set myself a little unrealistic target, that is to earn my first $100000 is a legal way. and hope i do it.. heh heh. i can just go and jump down yeah.

school started this morning, cant get to sleep well because of sudden change of bed time. woke up to my unusual bath and to the unusual walk and trip on a mrt. back to the usual class and everyone nnononono, some of them have changed throughout the holiday, people i dont know well now have became people who i talk to always. and people who i knew well last semester have somehow turn a lil stranger. new lectures and new tAsk, which will invite new stress. hahaha

i will definitely grab my final fantasy models once i start working and i mean alL!!!.. =D.

now i can imagine alot of geography disaster, such as water level decrease or increase in the future year to come, or maybe an earth without any humans , wao that will be marvellous. i mean for the effect haha. singapore with disneyland and universal studio. singapore with casino and 3rd IR 4th IR 5th IR 6th IR. wao!!. or even snow or winter in singapore!!!.. hahahaha

all mentioned are just illusion of the impossible . so yeah keep dreaming!!!

alright then. new post for new year.

time to do some serious work!!

tata

finally updated..

2007-11-25T12:05:00.000+08:00

okay after months of absense here, i shall blog now because i am done with all my projects, so now the time to blog and slack have come. okay , before i go to after , let talk about before. i was actually busy with my deigning intervention project, it was a project for me to design a room of a particular concept by the designer i hav chosen. so mine was to create a dense and functional room. haha alright then fast forwrd to submission day. we submitted our work and the usual group of us went to terence house to watch movie. we had fun yeah and soon the next day , we went to vivo city to check out an exhibition of architect. it was a small one though. the next day went east coast, the girls are too afraid to be in the rollarblading shoes and they changed to bike instead haha. so fun. and we have our round of phototaking again. cool.

so to everyone who want to see my updates right!!.. hahahaa.. my holidays are here!!. start from 4th of dec. i wanted to save the last few day for someone else.. heh heh. this year class is definitely better than any other class i have been since out of secondary school. it is not better, it is the best and its just 4 months only, can't wait for the class to start again. i have so much admiration to so many people in my class. a bunch of friends to work with and joke with.

so this is the updated update i have hahahaa.. so takekare everyone!!

may all your wishes came true yeah!!! hopefully mine too..

Chapter 2 begins

2007-10-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

alright, there is alot of things i would like to blog about..

recently i was filled up with tons and tons of work. i just couldn't stop doing work. my group which comprises 7 people , will never turn out with a complete number for each meeting.. i wonder why. and the problem we facing now is actually not the time constrand or even problem faced, its that we keep trying to change ideas. oh great. this doesn't turn out well, change, hey here go error , change. oh great.. i am going to get a headache man!! hahaha.

well,because of the stupid project we have, i have been staying up in school until late this few days. oh great, saying about this my workplace Bossini, just retrenched almost all the part timer in my shop. oh great!. without any valid reason, wele there is one actually, over manpower. argh .. stupid management of bossini, say retrenched and we get retrenched. freak great. nevermind about me getting retrenched anyway because i am going off in 2 weeks time too, but my the other two colleague who still wantd to continue working get retrenched too, and they are really freaking mad about this.. hahaha freak BOSSINI!!!.. to think i still stayed for almost a year there. shit !!!. the management in the west just sucks!!. especially that R guy.

alright.. i am getting tired this few days.. argh...

mr jeff!! u got to work harder this year round!!.. its not the foundation year anymore.. its LEVEL ONE!!.. great!!.. stop thinking of slacking !!.. DO YOUR WORK!!!.. hahaha..

well while doing our project we have our fun time too yeeah.. came out with a small union hahha yellow banana sumting sumting.. hahaha.. yeah.. but yeah.. great fun time we have . do work, slack, eat everything together this few days. and its so fun. well.

gtg le and sleep!!

ciao

Argh.

2007-09-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

i am so f*cking piss ofF!!. stop thinking of yourself??!!.

truant..

2007-09-24T01:06:00.000+08:00

alright here to blog again.. seriously, i seems to be a relation counsellor nowadays .. omg!! hahaa.. maybe i can try to go for a job of counsellor. heh heh well today rotted at home , and went for work at 3.30. wao!! the shop have done a slight renovation by putting up a green signboard and green pillar hahah!! it is so green la!!. then work n work.. create so much din in the shop. aei hua is sure damn fun to crap haha. =D. another thing is i miss the coke float that macdonald once have!! hahaha..

tml i will be having school heh heh.. seriously i loving the class so much !!better than past year!! .. it is so damn fun to hang out with .. =D. interior design i loving it!! =D.. hehe

alright fren i have nth more to blog .. haha takekare all! and hopefully i got more to blog tml!.

fun day awaits!! yeah ciao!!

thru your eyes.

2007-09-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

Well, i am here.

one of the many projects in school have finished and today was the presentation. i did badly i must say, i sucks in presenting. all the stuff i thought before didn't came out. my mind was blank when i see all those eyes.how can i overcome it?. i guess i am the worst presentation in the whole class. =(

alright, i realised with my new laptop, i am online like every day and i been addicted to it, argh. can just someone lock my laptop?? heh heh

i been asking myself seriously, do i really need a girl now?. am i really ready for a relation??. maybe not. i feel tired of moving forward.

this thing about "relation" is just haunting me. and this make me consider. maybe i shdn't focus on finding a gf anymore. just stay the way i am.. i am happy with myself alone isn't it??.. maybe.

is it really hard to find someone i love??. or she love??.

feeling tired and tired . tired of work, tired of homework, tired of relation, tired of slacking.

forget about everything and blink your eyes.. you be fine jeff!!

put your mind at ease.

what am i doing and thinking!!!

2007-09-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

what am i thinking jeff!!..

don't go back to where u are last time!!..

dont fall back!!..

jia you jia you jia you!!!..

get away!!..

The monkey see monkey do business.

2007-09-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hiyee, i am here to blog le.! woohppeee.. i have tons and tons of thing to say. well let me go to the side first. My workplace Bossini have changed its concept of merchandising, so instead of being colorful which is their theme, they came up with "home" which give a home visual layout of the shop. And our new color code for bossini is Green. And of course a new logo to go with, below os the picture of the new logo.

copyrighted as Bossini J&R fashion website.

i rcieved my new name tag and look at the difference man!!. bright green!!...

well since the logo is green everything is green. the price poster is green, the hanging tag is green, the uniform we wear have green, the name tag is green, the tap card is green, and we had pandan cake which is green too , green lollipop, sour skittle " green packaging", green bookmark with jokes, green sweets , and what the hell green toothpaste??!!.. on what earth do we need green toothpaste for.. haahhaa.. at least give us a green toothbrush la.!! hahahah.

the green bossini sweet, which is actually green apple mentos in it,

the display of green sweets!!

the green lollipop!!

damn guess i will turn a green freak soon!!.

heh heh, so a new concept shop and we did season change on saturday, 14th of sept, and we get a new jeans for our uniform!!. cool. but yeah its still the same old cutting.. damn!!.

okie i seriously love the new bossini , its more into black and more up to date fashion now. heh heh.

okie now to change something new, let me tell u a story, 17 years ago, my family moved house to a place name "jurong west st 42". it was a remote serene place for a residential, the street infront of my house is calm, no traffic lights no jam, only butter haha lame ok. hmmm yeah 17 years later, it is still the same, calm peaceful quiet. BUT!!!! now everything changed!!, it have turn into a place of traffic jams!!! loud talking people!!! crowded place!! and alot of smoke!!!. and everything is in jurong west st 42!!! can u believe it??.. oh damn!!..

it all start with a monkey, heh heh, let me say about that tree from what i know, it is not totally truth thought, it was how it happen, that tree was involve in an accident with a car blah blah, thenm the car rammed straight into the tree, but miracle hapens, the driver is alright while the car is fully dented and damaged. then the tree bark came off, soon after the accident there was this driver who claimed himself that he was driving along that street when he heard something calling him to go down and see the tree bark. and he found something unusual , 2 monkey, a mum and her baby figurine in a tree.. and all it happens!!!.. 2 days later, newspaper was talking about the treee and crowd increased from 20 to 50 to 100 to 200 to now which may seen 500 people.

i went to check it out and snap some picture of it. while i was totally convinced when i saw the monkey who was creating a din around my area, it look just like monkey!! haha. u should go check it out.. its cool..

and soon the monkey tree were filled with goodies and food, yummy.. heh heh. many prayers and many lucky goer freaks went to pray for numbers and u can see in the tree there are so many numbers .. hahaha. ok . nevermind about the mokey tree, somehow someone spotted another tree beside the monkey tree that carried a resemble of "guan yin face" and next everyone was praying that tree also. haha nevermind about the monkey tree and guan ying tree, next they found a tree with a tiger face and a indian god or creature face, damn!! so many face!!. and ok today 15th of sept i went home from work and taaa daaa!! they found another tree of a dragon and tiger face!!.. what the freak!!.. 5 treees!! shayidaa!!! the dream of becoming the next walkways of stars is near!!! hahahah =D...

i took some picture of the horrifying crowd under my house this afternoon. damn!! they even have icecream seller there!! not 1 not 2 not 3 not 4.. five of them!!! and someone was selling drink too!!..hahaha.. maybe next they should open a cafe or even a souvenir store!! it will damn attract customer!! hahahaha... these peeps damn know how to do business.. haha.. lets count the day of the crowd .. 12 days goign and the crowd is still increasing. when will the streeet become the quiet street again??.. we shall see..

picture of the streets.

The monkey

The tiger?

unusual crowd

crowd at 2am. yes it is 2am!!

today's crowd

the unusual traffic jam

the business grabber

the gallery at jurong west

crowd

The auspicious tree

business competitiors

the offerings

another two, damn!! it look so like carnival hahaha.

The "car park" along the narrow streets

Carpark

traffic jam!!

found this in youtube and there is a report of the streets, so enjoy yeah!!..

the end of the unusual posts!!. strange days with strange crowd.. arghh

i miss her. hey!!!

Days of celebrating.

2007-09-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

well.. back from a celebration for shong again.. heh heh..

first of all , lets talk about my words project. i did everything in one day!!.. hahahhaa. its all crap!!!. my word is figure. all i think of is body shape body shape and body shape.. hahahaha. =D but anyway on friday is the submission date, and i bring my project to school put up on the table and off i go.. what the hell. waste my time to school. hahah. then so early , me wilson , kosom and jessie went for lunch at vivocity. haha. walk around find my precious jeans but i cant find any.. argh. nvm . kosom bought her shoe and she saw a better one at topshop.. haha poor girl, and i was disturbing her shoe all the time hahha poor girl!!! we went for some picnic around evening and slack till 6 and off i go to my work.. argh.. tired!!!.

saturday , went for mr shong birthday again. i shall cut this short and sweet. went to the central to look for food and we went to billy bomber. so tasty!! oh my.. after eating we went to their fav place. pubs or bar i still cant figure out. went to "highlander" have a round of alcohol, while not for me.. haha i drank just one quart of the cup and i am already not feeling well, fuck my allergy!!!.

after that we went walk boat quay and i found jessie restaurant there.. hahaha.. =D. nice place yeah.. !!.. homework agaiN!! and yeah we did some phototaking at citylink mall hahhaa. fun.. then home to sleep.. tired!!, eyah!!...

takekare all

Fun night out

2007-09-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

today supposed to buy my laptop before going to mr shong celebration but in the end i
didn't . but i will be buying tml yeah.

today was the celebration for mr shong birthday and yeap we did have fun. and it LOTSA fun!!.. haha.. met him, wanpin, amy, lingfei, ginny, and peiyu at jurong east mrt and we went to marina square to have our dinner. heh heh so long long long yes and its long long long very long time since i saw amy le. haha. she is still the same amy i saw last time.. haha.. of cause yeah. then we went pizza hut and have our stomach bloated with pizza. yeah!!. had cam whoring again and mr shong got his surprise cake . its always surprises, surprises and surprises. and it end up no surprise. hahaha. so after pizza we was planning for a movie but all the movie timing were very late and we skip the idea and we went daytonaing . heheh.

after daytonaing we went shop and i bought my pants yeah!!. so we went to Holland v. and amy lingfei left us early. so the 5 of us went to this little club named "eski bar". the reason why they call it eski bar of cause it got to do with Eskimos. there is this side of the bar that goes only 9 degree celcius and yes it is 9 DEGREE CELCIUS!!!. the coolest place in Singapore. heheheh. and wao i must say because it is quite crowded with many Caucasians. and we had our little drink there. was playing and snapping pix everywhere. played 5- 10 a bit and watched mr shong and ms wanpin played. damn funny. after the eski bar. we went to clementi and have our supper.. after that home sweet home yeah!!.. have our stomach full ~!!! bloated!! eh heh heh..
and when i reached my home, i realised i forgot my key!!. and i have ti use force to push my hand in to the railing of my metal door and open the ledges and i cut myself.. hehehe. thats it

damn i wanted to go more often next time!!. damn cool la!! 9 degree celcius!!.. oh my!!!.. and that bar was suppose to go up to 0 degree man.. hahaha.

and finally , a fun very fun night out with all of them. yeah!!. hope mr shong the birthday boy enjoyed his night. and yeah!. more outing next time yeah !!!.

Next night out - 8th of september. mr shong!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR SHONG!!!...

Figuring out figure

2007-08-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

yes. can you all figure out the word figure?. or even figure out figure why figuring figure out figure?. hahaha sound intricate yeah. hahaha

well thats what one of my assignments is all about. figure out the word "figure" and create/design a 2d image and building a 3d structure with the essence of the word "figure" in it. argh!. stress!. anyone help yeah??

figure figure figure figure. it could mean amounts of money, it could mean shapes of a body. it could mean figure and ground. it could mean figure skating. oh yeah. i think i got what i wanna do !. figure 8!!. hahaha i need anthology of everything!!! i can be better with that!!.. give it to me!!!

damn. i love school more more and even more. finally i am learning some real interior stuff, drafting of buildings, floor plans, elevation view, many . haha. and its just the 3rd week. damn!. more n more will be coming!!.. i just cant wait till rendering !!.. realized that precise and exact reading of the measurement is needed in the drafting and i have to be very very accurate in everything. damn!. now i have some real problem with my sketch model .. i cant do any !! the word "figure" is so empty, empty shells came no empty egg, argghhh!!. and i am so sleepy by now. i wanted to sleep but i cant, if i go sleep i will not finish my model. but i cant think of any now!! i am just simply sleepy!!.. hahaha

tomorrow will be hell day. but i guess it will be alright. at least i have 2 now. damn!.

tomorrow 29th of august 2007, marks the day the very last day of the old bossini clemnti outlet. wil upload some of the shop picture as memorial some days. haha. my almost ten months of memories fond memories there. kinda miss the shop. the dim lighting. the wooden shelving. the wrecked wagon. the heavy door of fitting room. the back toilet of the shop. the cashier area. the mirrors. the ever haunting second floor. everything man!. i spent my Christmas day there, my new year there. valentine day there where i should go out with my valentine. the place emotion runs wild. arghh.. the shop just rocks. and i can check out the time anytime i want . all i need is just get my self out of the shop and tilt my head to the right and i will have many clocks greeting for me.. hahaha. and now the new shop i have nothing to see. only a pawnshop. oh damn. but its alright yeah!. the new shop, a new face, a new design, a new lighting, new cashier, new mirror, new shelves, new wagon, and no toilet!! argh!.. hahaha.. lets all go for a change. and strive hard for the new shop yeah!!.

okie, guess i need to go off now for my wonderfull night sleep. yeah!!. and hopefully i will upload some pix tomorrow. heh heh. ciao everyone!!

-------------------------- Bedtime story------------------------------

before i go , ever heard of singapore's very own stupid story writer?... well its me haha. so peace.

"KalicurryCarry"

The night was dark, serene was in the middle of her sleep. she was dreaming of her prince charming riding her around on his horses and shown her his beautiful garden with colorful butterflies playing around. the scene was perfect, prince charming was really charming and she was really happy and she just wish the time would froze right there. she look into the prince dazzling eyes and wish that he will be hers forever and, when suddenly the face of the prince faded and it changed to a much familiar , pimply and messy haired face. "rene !! rene wake up!!!. " shouted a guy much to her dismay, serene opened her eyes reluctantly only to see peter, her classmate, staring right in her eye. "gotta go home now yeah sis". "damn!" serene stressed. why would peter want to disturb serene wonderful fantasy. Peter, who is fair on his look, messy hair , tall frame. he is someone serene will won't want to be with even if all the boys is dead. but hse didn't know petter had a crush on her since 5 years ago when.

serene grabbed her bag and jumped out of her seat and run to catch up with peter. "argh. when is my prince charming coming to bring me away from this world??" serene wondered. Peter give serene a hard knock on her head and probed her the reasons for her distraction. serene denies everything and just walk on quickly and ignoring who keeps asking her question.

Serene was too concentrating on peter, she didn't realized someone was approaching from the other side. and out of a sudden, suddenly , she knocked herself onto a guy hardly that she almost fell but in luckily just in time, that guy arms grabbed her firmly on her waist to prevent her from falling backward. "are you alright?" the guy stared deep into her beautiful eyes and concern. "yeah, i am alright. thanks.. errrrr but.... may u hand my body back to me ? thanx" Serene replied shyly. "oh i am sorry there you go" the guy retreat his hand and held her up and helped tidy her clothes on her back. "be careful next time yeah....er.. hi .. my name is chris, may i know yours?" the guy asked. "er er eeer er my my name is serene, you can call me me rene". "oh rene nice to meet you , i gotta go , i have a basketball training now. be careful next time alright" chris answered. serene nodded in slow motion and her eyes stared at chris back as he headed towards the basketball court for training. serene must have been touched by chris on how gentlemen he is. but she didn't realized peter is actually feeling sad.

serene blurted out everything on peter, telling him how handsome chris is , how gentlemen chris is, how manly chirs is. peter could only orh, ah, yeah, mmmm. he feels terribly sad as he have been carrying a torch for serene for a long long time, and now all serene mind was fill with chris shadow. serene was decided to check out on chris while he was training as she wanted to catch a glimpse on the sporty image of chris. serene dragged peter along but peter was backing down on going with her, but eventually he agrees as serene was begging him for it. peter was following serene back as serene was too fast for him , she was too excited for chris. that she didn't notice there is a truck speeding pass the car park ,she was too engrossed with her daydreaming. and just then loud horns was heard from her side. "BBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRR" brake screeeechingggggg.... this made serene stopped walking... shocked... she couldn't do anything .. but stare at the truck which is closer and closer to her by every mili seconds... but suddenly, just then, out of no where. she felt someone pushed her away. the push have made her fleww out of the way of the oncoming truck.. she felt down on the floor with scratches all over due to the drag . BUT, a loud bang of a body hitting was heard. She was okay, that bang was not on her. someone was knocked down by the truck which actually supposed to be serene, but she was not. someone saved serene.

she looked at a grooup of boys infront of hers who is staring back of her. what happen at the back of serene?. "someone call the ambulance quick!!" she heard this on both of her ears. who exactly was the one knocked down??.. who exactly had saved serene out of danger??.. who really saved serene and not bothered about his or her own life??. who is the one that will be deeply affected for all of his or her life??.

Check it out on my next post for the next episode of " KalicurryCarry"

hahaha.. how is my story??..

very exciting yeah!.. well for me i guess.. i didn't know about u all.. give feedback alright??. tag me!!. thanx.. am i the the J. K. rowling in th progress??.. hahaha. well.. gtg ..

sorry for the time spent on some stupid story!! haha,..

tata..

ciao.

My bad.

2007-08-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

hey yo!!!.. =D

so now is the time to blog again.

lets start with my work.
this few day was very busy yet fun at work. our outlet are moving to another units and its just 2 shop away from the old one. and eventually there are two yes i mean two bossini outlet in that stretch of shop haha. kind of fun because i get to walk from this new shop to the old shop and from the old shop to the new shop. and is like the whole stretch of shops is ours hahhaa. its so damn fun la.. but yeah.. old shop closing soon. 9 months of memories held within that shop. and now its going to be empty.

with my school work and my bossini work on mind i guess i will have to put the rest aside. relationship, playing, and even gaming is no longer available for me.. haha. well. at least for game i will play once in a time yeah hahhaa.

yesterday working and i was serving this three secondary student, one of them are so cute can!. laugh and smile hahaa.. cute!!. how i wish can get her as my gan mei or whatever. haha.. she so cute can!!..

arghh i am going sick. =(

i hope the word "relationship" won't occur me anymore for this period of time. i cant spend time on it anymore!! haha. work study work study!! yeah!!,,

alright tml i have to go to school again.. yippeee... i think i will be late . again. its been times since i am punctual for lesson and now.. tata!!.. i am going to be late if i stiill don't go to bed. haha. =D

okay what can u guys think of when the word "figure" smack right in your eye??.. a body shape?? or money??.. damn and guess what i have to do a 3d model reflecting on the word figure.. hohoho.. am i suppose to build a figure model??.. hahahhaa.. lets see.. 32 - 24 - 35zzzzzzz... hahahha that will be monster i guess hahaha.

argh.. project piling and piling up le.. so damn stress can!!. nvm nvm..

fun day with relaxing bed!! nite everyone!!

ciao.

OM freaking God.

2007-08-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

long day long time long hour since i last blog yeah.

well was attending school now and then. 1st presentation over and up come the next. damn i still cant clear my presentation phobia. must talk to mirrors more!! oh god guess i will turn zi lian more and more le. hmmm everyday thru bugis streets , saw so many nice pants and jeans oh god!! where is my money???..

oh yeah. yesterday night i bear and hong went driving , i mean bang is driving and we are his instructor or director or whateva. hahaha. cool !! under 20 years old leh and he is driving . omg!. i am so high when i was behind the car la. so freaking cool!! imagine 3 people in a car whose age is not yet even reach 20 . and he drives. hahaha. =D. i want a car !!!! or a Hyundai!!. =X

argh tml school again. guess i have to sleep early. i feel damn tired in class!!.. going to ciao soon yeah!!.. tml work again too!!.. ahh shit!!.. but yeah!! its fun!!.. and next week onward bossini clementi have move to a new location!!! haha aok la the new location is yeah. 2 units away. hahaha. at least its brighter!! newer!! and a refreshing place yeah!!.. haha.

cant wait to work at the new location!!.. yeappee!!..

sorry everyone for not entertaining or whateva. i am busy this whole week!!.. except for the night yeah!, haha!!>

ciao takekare evryone.

4th day of school semester.

2007-08-17T01:01:00.001+08:00

today is the 4th day of school. but yeah today is a free day for my 1st project haha so i am home.

was having so much fun in school! . even its just 4 days only but yeah i love interior designing!! haha. get to know that i will be learning auto-CAD, 3d max studio, 3d Vix studio. modeling and some rendering skill!! yeah!!.. i am going to render a building soon!! yeah!!.. 1st day of school, everyone were already dispatched to individual groups and mine group is a group of 6, Faiz, Yongjie, Azhar, AiTing, Syahirah and me!. yeah!. everyone is so fun!. lets hope this group stay yeah!. haha

today went drawing session with Y.J. was actually planning to draw the TCC cafe in parco Bugis, which is just beside Bossini. u know?. yeah and we are supposed to sketch the interior of TCC out. so we begin drawing when suddenly Y.J. saw something. there is another TCC at the other side of the building!! damn!!. the 2nd TCC is much nicer and nicer than the one beside bossini. yeah and we began to draw TCC with a plain water for me. hahaha. u know 6.50 for a drink. it not worth it!. but if i am rich , y not. haha.

when we are drawing this waitress in TCC draw our attention haha. so we begin to oogle at her hahaha. but yeah, it is just "hey chiobu!" then back to drawing hahahha. draw and draw and draw. and u guessed what. 4and a half hour for just 1 drawing.. can u believe it??. hahaha. after drawing went back to work . haha. been days since i work. missed aeihua and nurma. nurma went off when i reached so yeah aeihua!!!!.. hahaha still the same old aeihua.she and her manicure.. heh heh heh..

went home and draw draw draw agaiN!! yeah!!

and the time now is 1!! yeah!

tomorrow going for firework festival yeah!!.

go to sleep !!

takekare all!! ciao!!

New life new campus

2007-08-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

Yeah. i am back. so do you guys remember me introducing my new school campus like a few weeks ago?. yeah.. today was my first day of school and the out come was great. i just simply love this school more !!.

no more steels no more barrier, everything was cleared. no more construction too!!.. and everything is great!!!.. the problem is i hardly find toilets there!!! hahaha. and no canteen!! arghh... at least there is a TCC there i think.

below are the Photos i took and yeap it is from me!! he heh heh

Beside The Burlington. cool view isn't it (does it look like singapore??)

Lasalle College of the Arts. Singapore!!!!

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The interior of the campus.. cool yeah!!.

The bridges that link from building to buildings.

the main bridge and biggest in the campus.

cool glass facade isn't it.

the elevator that goes up.. and then goes down. with the sound"door closing".

does this look like new city hall?.

the fantasy grassland in the middle of the campus.

the basement of the campus.

this look so "wow"

I love the glasses!!

Okie .. enough of schools. haha. went for my pooling session this few days. damn i am getting worser but who cares. lets hope everything went smooth.!! i gonna work hard for my interior and get my stuff selected!!.. yeah!!.. jia you jia you !!!

time flies and nothing came. so yeah! hope times flies things also flies .. yippee!!.

bought lee hom newest album. i love his song. I am his number one,from the back please, fan!. yeah!.

went for laptop and handphone hunting today. great price and great laptops everywhere. i just cant make up my mind!! arghh..

time is 2am now!! and yeap!!.. sleeping time!!.. tata!!

ciao!!

takekare everyone!!.. =)

finally.

2007-08-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

today yes i mean today!!. 8 hours later i am going to school!!.. yeah!! i get to say i going to school again!. haha.

i realised i still have alot thing to buy and some more things to be added on hahaha.
1. bag
2. new handphone
3. new pants.
4. contact or spects.
5. more n more

hohohoho.
realised that even if i stop spending money, the money will still be gone. argh. why!.

i cant even stop thinking for just 1 minute. argh. let my mind go peace yeah! heh heh.

today.opps i mean yesterday was my last day for my full shift schedule in bossini, so i am now officially part timer hahaha. gonna miss the people there but yeah! i still get to see them every weekend but the time have lessen!. haha.

i miss my holiday!! can i have holiday and school together??!!.. heh heh.

i just cant forger her. =(

smile ah jeff!!

takekare all. =D

history in the making.

2007-08-11T02:31:00.000+08:00

yeap yeap. i am back from a course held by empire. damn enriching. cool stuff. yeah.
due to my throat irritation. i somehow seems abit quiet just now. but yeah who care. fun course with fun people.

now time 2.30am and yes it is Saturday. and i have to work 7 hours later. hur hur.

i wanna go tan someday!! anyone wanna follow?. heh heh

i am finally glad to say!. "the arts of singlicious stays within me." yeap!. i realized i should stop everything. so that everything will go the nature way. yeah! so yeah wake up tomorrow to stay a new refreshed life. i going to make everything goes well !!. enough of girl and relation. they just sucks. i mean relation. heh heh

okay. think i have to sleep sooner or later. and waking up 5 hours later.

here is a little whatever stuff about cancerious boys. which i feel only some. and yes i mean some. are damn right about.

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Cancerious man.

The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiac. Most
Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and the moon change
it's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time
too. You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that
"Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for
a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not
loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself.
The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other
people feel or think of him. He hates loosing face and he tends to over
protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person.
Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a
major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be very funny, very quiet,
suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will
not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and never have a chance to get bored.

He thinks of his home as "nest" and it is the safest place for him. If he
feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels
better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again. Being a
looser is not him.

It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very
polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection. He will come
out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up to
other people much. Not many people will win his heart. His security is only
when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of
having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not
stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to
spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry
for you. Certainly when he has money OK.

He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him. Don't try to
talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he
is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition.

Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement,
but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the
true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will
come and look for you.

He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see
that he is in front of your house everyday till you go out with him, a very
persistent guy.

He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time
always act proper and appropriate. He likes a secure woman, but able to
adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult type to find woman indeed.
In the beginning, you and him will be so sugary sweet together and he will
only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don't
slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and
make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere.
Unlike many other Zodiac, if he is mad then you better get out of that room.
He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or
;concerned facial _expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be
his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!

cool stuff yeah!.. but yeah i dunno if all of them fits me??.. hahaha
so yeah. enough of this le..

i am going off!!.. ciao!!

may i have a new refreshed life after i woke up later on!! yeah!!..

takekare to all!!..

Hello

2007-08-08T02:09:00.000+08:00

time to change. my sleeping hours
haha going to sleep early when my school start.

i rather see her happy than be with me. hoho.

hello again.

2007-08-07T09:02:00.000+08:00

well due to the load of work and lacks of sleep . i am here to blog hahaha.

first of all i have an announcement to make .
after so long of workout and exercise. i am proud to say that!!
i have reduced by 2kg!! yeah!!..
from 64kg to 62. hoho. i cant believe it.
hope it does not affect my exercising that much.

the second i wanted to say is , yeah, for some instance i am not very sure whether i am doing the right thing. how am i forget when i keep hitting this situation?. but neither do i want to forget. its just plain o reality i have to make myself clear.

oh please get myself clear on what the hell i am doing. please do not get in deep shit when the worse came.

this plight is getting me dizzy. argh.

was coughing non-stop last two days. and there is this period of time i cant pronounce a word properly. i am in serious throat cancer.. hahaha.. well now i still have a hoarse voice and how i am going to work with that?. i will scare away customers!! haha. hope everything will be okie when i working.

okie shall blog again tonight.

take care lot to everyone!!

freaking funny day.

2007-08-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

today went work again.. yes u never see wrongly.. it is agaiN!!.. worked 12 - close. long day. was hesitating about whether to fit a spectacles or not. but eventually i didn't haha because of the "mild" that makes me think maybe i really don't need a spects at all. haha. damn and this rude uncle from dont know what spects shop , was asking him about the lenses which i didn't even know. this is our chat.

me. hello, may i know the differece of different lenses?.
uncle. what kind you want?.
me. what kind of contact lenses u have?
uncle. what?. i am asking u what u want?
me. i want to know the difference, lik the pricing or uses?.
uncle. u didn't know about this?
me. yeah, my first time buying lenses ma.
uncle. then u ask me for what??..
me * frustrated and get out.

argh.. what the hell right??!! i feel like spoiling my image infront of him. but yeah. tolerance. haha.

some customer i met today are even worse. when u greet them they didn't bother u. and then when u tried to help them they give u a cold look and say. M. idiot!. have to tolerate !! . tolerance can kill people!! haha.

please anyone who are intending to buy stuff at clementi!!.. pleae mind the staff who is greeting you.. haha.. because it might be me. !! yeah!haha. your simple smile can makes my day!. hahaha

and i didn't know that my face carry this sentence " i am a kind-hearted person please ask me for some charity!". argh!!.. everywhere i go is charity. even when i am at home watching tv. there is charity at my doorstep! so sad!. imagine i am watching tv. peacegful morning before going to work. and this people came up to your doorstep and ask u to write a survey. okie he did say is survey. and after the "survey" he turn to another side and told me to write down the amount i wanted to donte.. i was like. what?. isn't this a freaking survey?. andf now i have to donate?. i didn't knew why have i turn into a no-charity guy . its not that i am not kind hearted or what yeah. is just that u didn't notice me and he is somekind of forcing me to donate!. argh!. nevermind about that. when i go home from work. was having a peaceday time in the toilet. and this guy came up to me and requested me to give him some money for transport. i was looking at him. bossini slim fit tee, nice looking pants. a bag filled with a cast and a bossini carrier. so yeah if he could buy thing from bossini why did he need more for transport?. and it is in the freaking toilet that he asked for!.

anywhere but toilet!! why!!!!!!..

i am now chopped. " i am not a charity guy" on my forehead.

guessed i complain too much. but yeah.

during work yeah. i was teaching this chinese guy, zhang cheng some english. still the same he never stop making me laugh . fun guy. was teaching him how to pronouce the word 'coke'.. and he pronouced 'cork' hahahhaa.. laugh dao peng. then nurma came at the wrong time . i and zhang cheng disturbed nurma by asking her " do u wan some 'coke'? zhang cheng pronouce as cork.. haha!!!.. she turn into a frenzy crazy gal. hahaa. damn funny.

okie till now to then..

sorry to hear my grievance so much yeah!.. haha

deeply apologise to that uncle but seriously u ruined my day!.. haha congrats for doing that.!

Presi who?

2007-08-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

Today went empire again. a very enriched trip over there. learn and hear lots of stuff. everything is great. got to work harder !! .

first of all . today before i went out . i got a headache. yeah!!.. don't ask me why. see for yourself.

haha and guess what. i cant even find a proper shirt to wear in this kind of condition.! argh.. that is the before picture . will show u the after effects next time on when i packed them nicely haha.

and this is the watch , puma , that i bought 2 days agao.

and the scratch only one day ago!!.. argh!! my heart is dieing!!!.

heh heh. took some narcist photo before i meet my friend to empire. in the bus on 98.

well reached toa payoh quite early. so me and minh went shopping or whatever. and we saw this on the open space. its a gallery cum book opening ceremony or whatever. and i saw this guy surrounded by many photographer and bodyguards. at first i thought it was some kind of zoe tay or fann wong or jackie chan?. but nah!. i saw this guy.. can u see him??..

a close one for u.. even though it is back view but yeah! can u guessed him??.. haha

Its the president!! hohohoh.. and i am just 2 metre away from him!!.. haha. cant believe he is just there.

i was trying hard to capture him on my phone camera but haha guessed this camera of dont know whose works 1000000000000x better than mine.. hahaa.

yeah can u find him again??.. hahaha..

took when i am about to go bathing. hoho. i love this shirt! -D..

i just made myself an ez-link card!! haha. bye bye to coin changing. bye bye to kiasu bus driver . bye bye to 85 cent?. haha i can tap now!!.. yeah!!

and i bought this belt yeah!.

and the puma watch i bought. hahhaa.

damn!! look at my expenses!! i have to trim down !! not on my weight but on my spending!!! hahaha. i have 300 over to pay for the stupid stickers!! arghhh... hahaha

now 1 am le.. so damn tired and sianz. tomorrow have to work!!!.. arghh.. okie dokey folks!! upload again tml!!.. tata!!..

that al folks!!.. =D

takekare!!

imh.

coincidence or fate. u decide.

2007-08-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

recently have this lost feelings. a feeling that i have not before.
i realised i cant do what i wanted to.
damn.

went work today yeah. was working n working and today sale's is damn bad, at least before i leave. the stupid sticker thing is giving me alot of headache.. arghh.. 800!!. divided by 2 me and aihua with some trying to help. but yeah!. i feel like i am pulling them in. arghh.

my poor puma have a scratch on it!! argh!! . when i see that scar . i heart pain 10000000X!!!..it is just 2 days and my watch is scratched! argh. i have to takekare of it with all my heart!! .. hahaha

today went to try my luck. lucky my luck really happen if not i will be awkward facing that situation. hahhaa.. consider myself lucky! yeah!!.. he so lucky!! he a star!!>. hahaha

tomorrow will be my first appointment for empire. hope it goes well and clinched my first business.. =D.. haha.

school starting soon!! cant wait for school!!.. damn!!..

breathless day

2007-07-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

worked today yet again.
nurma in a very down mood. didn't talk at all for 3 hours!!.
but manage to have her cheerful soul back after her break. haha.
damn!! first was aei hua then was nurma. next who?.

i taught one of the staff, who came from china whom don't understand english that well, some crappy english. it was so hilarious just to hear him pronouncing the words. but yeah! practise made perfect yeah!!. haha. buck up!!..

i bought a puma watch for myself today. 118 best price. wooosh!!.
the first ever watch i bought for myself. gonna cherish it no matter how man.
bought a shirt and a polo tee too. Bossini clothings are intruding my wardrobe!! hahaha.
gonna packed them up one of this day. it is so damn messy!.

i still left my 280, thigh fit black jeans, sling bag, and spectacles to buy!.

i wonder am i going to suffer my months end again. haha.

i realised i cant just stop seeing her. even if i said i can do it. i really cant.
if only i can get out of this. i will eventually wait.

will upload any photos that i got in the next few days , i needed sleep seriously!. haha..

ciaos!.

okie

2007-07-31T00:34:00.000+08:00

today is a damn freaking day.

went to work early in morning. which i slpt only fours hours.
was fine everymoment until the hour before i am supposed to go off.
Stickers went missing!!! and it is a promotion stickers with 10 dollars a piece. i lost 500 of them!!!

500 x 1.6 = 800!!!

i have to pay 800!!!! for some stupid sticker.
blame me on my bluriness. argh.

I feel bad when AeiHua cry . arghh. cant help but to tear with her as well. hahaha.
From a cheerful girl to someone who is crying. imagine.
it was so sad to see people cry. this is the 3rd time she tear infront of me. tsk tsk. i feel so bad too. she tear each time infront of me. haiyo. getting stresses from everywhere. poor girl.

from 5.15 off i stayed at bossini until they close shop hahaha. just to make a police report on some loss of stupid sticker!! arghh!! imagine!!

(at the police station)
police : hi , may i help??
me : hi, i want to make a report.
police : report on ?
me : lost of stuff
police : what stuff??
me : STICKER!!!! (police went bonker.) hahahha!!

crappy yeah. i really don't believe my shop manager giving the idea on reporting the loss of sticker to the police.. so damn freaking funny!! and weird. it is so crapppy!!!..

nevermind about the cases, finding that police post is a headache, went thru forest of cement just to find a police post. walking here and there. touring the whole of clementi. hahaha

reached home and here comes the nagging again. argh

if this continue!! i can be fired!! which i want it!!.. i am getting tired of working!!..

today is my pay day!!. i am announced rich once again!!.. hahaa.. on my own opinion. hohoho.

things to buy.
- Sling bag.
- Shirt.
- bicycle ( maybe)
- 280 ( empire)
- pay bill (hp)
- give ahma
- belt

money left - 0!!!

maybe.. ahhaha

my goal and target for this year and next year .
- learn driving.
- earn alot of money.
- get my design selected.
- be a successful guy.
- get great marks.
- prepare for my future plan.
- find my real special one that will last till married. (hopefully).

My life is so empty now!!. work sleep slack work sleep .
2 weeks later.. study sleep study work sleep work study slack. hahaha
i want so fun and moments in my life!!. someone please create that!.

my blog is getting longer and longer because seriously i have nothing to do!!.. hahaha

realised that seriously, trying to forget someone is hard. maybe time will do it away.

god bless everyone !!
tat!!
ciao!

till next time!!

From maybe to must be.

2007-07-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

the best decision and best way . leave my love for her away..

i cant.

Pace

2007-07-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

Went to my regular shopping centre with guo an.
he wanted to buy formal wear for his presentation.
so we saw this shop tender in the middle of the centre selling this jumpy jumpy creature .
was wondering what i was but when the tender point to that creature and utter some words, it move!!!!

Tender: Sit down!! (the creature sits down)
tender : stand up!! (it stand up)
tender : dance!! (it jumps around.)
tender : sleep!!! ( it drop to the floor.)

so we are wondering how come that little stuff which is smaller than your handphone could understand human word?.

haha guess we found the answer yeah. this guy was sitting beside that little thing and his hand was under his newspaper all the time. not even a second that guy pull out his hand. so we guessed the answer to the unsolved mystery right away. hahaha.. it was a dope!!.. 5 bucks for a remote control thingy. hahaha.

but it was cute anyway, watching that little cute stuff jumping around like some crazy rabbit.. hahahaha.

met shong after that and he was seriously down. didn't see him in this state before, it was once in a very lifetime. hahaha. well misunderstanding can be solved easily. it just need someone to make a move first yeah!.

tomorrow i have to work. argh!.
tired!!!.

seriously lethargy.

The identical emotion.

2007-07-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

realised i have spent my holidays into useless waste.
i could have been improved my drawing or even my presenting skills.
next semester would be hell if i couldn't improve on my presenting. argh.
i spent my first year with horrifying presentation.

realised i have another phobia. or whatever it is. arghh..
when did that effect came from??. argh..

so weel i reached home from work again today. and i was watching tv and taa daa.. i saw this lil electronic stuff that can capture me hahaha so i did something out of it.

stay clear from me.. i am frisky!.

i miss her.

Payment day.

2007-07-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

Below are the pictures that i took when i went to pay my fee =D.. cool isn't it!!..

i was excited to see my new school.. and taaa daaa!!! never dissapoint me.. =D

Looks funky here.

side view of it.

the gap

on our way to admistration office.

the complexity. oh my.

the unfinished business.

while waiting for my turn. this girl from china was scolding or reprimanding her friend on the phone like she is in somekind of supermarket?.. so damn loud lor. then later we found out the office is at the second floor. so there we go.

he and his umbrella.. hahaha

after that went bugis and bossini. haha. Minh wanted to claim his 30 bucks discount. so yeah. i did try some out which i didn't have in clementi.

i love this shirt !.

the white looks plain yeah.

advice.

2007-07-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

This is what i foudn on the net. "how to let go of someone you love"

Love is what makes people different from the world. Love is always blind because when you are in love, you dont see the faults in your mate, you only notice the good things. If you have love you have it all. When you are in love, nobody else matters to you, not their opinions, concerns, or beliefs. When you love someone, and there is no chance, you have to find a way to let go. Nobody said letting go of love is easy, yet it might be one of the easiest things to do? One way to release this person from the grasp of your heart is to see other people. Try focusing on another person and it will make this process a lot easier. In between these happenings you will feel the desire to weep and mourn for them. If you have their phone number in your celluar device, do your self a favor and erase it. Letting go of love will be better if you dont have a way of contacting them. Start doing things you like to do, just to get your mind off he/she. Embrace your true happiness. Dont sit around listening to love songs and hide yourself in a dark corner in your room..

Thats what i did and i found out the hard way.. My result was that it took me 2 years to start seeing other people. I never wanted to start meeting new people because i was afraid that i was going to get hurt again. In life, you might have to go through a couple or a few heartbreaks to get to that specail ONE. Love can be good or bad. Love is good when you feel you can fly and when you see them outside or after work, etc. all you see is them, you dont see the surroundings. When you are in love, you will feel the power and grasp it has over you. When love goes bad, it may be the most horrible feeling god has ever put upon you.. You may feel like you cant go on, or maybe you feel locked up and you cry all the time thinking of things you could have did it make it right again. Or maybe you sit around weeping thinking of how it could be if you were still together with him/her.

Love is not always predictable. Do what feels right in your heart and open up to other people like they were your first. Believe me, nobody and i mean nobody, can replace your first love.. NOBODY.. Its ok to weep, but in the end you have to find a way to forgive and forget. It is ok to feel sorry for yourself but you cant be stuck on that person forever. Sometimes love takes time to heal when your hurting so much. Sometimes you are so blinded that it makes it harder to let go. Always remember this: When you like/ love somebody, there is always somebody who is crying and dreaming over you.. Dont ever feel like you will never be liked because i can gaurentee you that other people will come. Just you have to let go and forgive them for the damage they caused and move on. There is always somebody out there for you, no matter where they may be. Love will find you again and again and again until you find a keeper. Love is never free.. in fact, it can sometimes cost your life... Blessed Be...

haha. that is what i always be. advice from yahoo.
i will try. but i know its going to be hard. coz i guessed i will never find someone else better than her. she is my perfect. haiz.

bulleting. boring.

2007-07-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

1. How are you feeling today?
- Extremely down.

2. Where did you go yesterday?
- work.

3. Who do you miss badly?
- who else.

4. What are you doing now?
- waiting for her reply. but it don't seem to be coming.

5. Honestly, are you a racist?
- okie la.

6. Do you like rock/hardcore music?
- nope. no preference

7. What's your hobby?
- Dancing, basketball.

8. Where do you wanna go right now?
- out to clear my feelings.

9. What do you see in life?
- no future.

10. If you could do anything that's
without punishment, what would you do?
- swear to god.

11. Do you follow the law?
-ok only.

12. Are you considered as a happy
person?
-never will be.

13. Where are your parents?
- =(. at their home.

14. Do you smoke alot?
- nope. not even one.

15. Do you drink alot?
- i have allergy. hah

16. What do you think about
cats/kittens?
- small?

17. Do you still watch Barney?
- nope. no where to be found le.

18. Anyone who has inspired you in any
ways?
- yeap.

19. Do you like being in school?
- yeap. occupy my time.

20. Are you anti-social?
- probably.

21. Do you trust your friends easily?
- i think so?. that lead to some stupid stuff.

22. Ever betrayed the person you cared
the most?
- i betray myself.

23. What's on your mind right now?
-all everything about her.

24. Rain, sun or windy?
- rain

25. Are you in love?
- yes. but one way.

26. What's your sister doing?
- home ?

27. Ever been to a dog show?
- nope.

28. Do you eat pork?
- ya.

29. Ever gotten Dengue Fever?
- nah.

30. If you can have 1 super power,
what would it be?
- her to be happier and stay cheerful.

31. Where do you study? And do you
like it?
- Lasalle. yeap.

32. Anything that's bothering you
right now?
- restriction.

33. Ocean, sea, river or swimming pool?
- Ocean

34. Have you ever been to UK?
- nope.

35. What surprises you?
- nothing.

36. What time is it now?
- 8.39pm

37. Are you home-sick?
- never.

38. Do you wanna go out and shop?
- go out and shout!

39. What do you hate the most?
- myself.

40. Remember the past?
- i have no past.

today went to lasalle new campus to make payment for my school fee.
damn nice la the building. cant wait to start school.
when i came back everything every stuff came back.
couldn't stop thinking .
i couldn't smile my true self anymore.

peace

Friend test??

2007-07-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

Well i have seen so many people coming up with this whatever test so why not be part of it.. hahaha..

go take my test!!..

Be part of my test!! yeah!!..

Create your own Friend Test here

i really seriously need to be better than what i always have been!.. =)

everythings for her.

piece of regrets down

2007-07-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

i didn't regret anything.

seriously.

hope and pray she will be alright everyday.

and i hope i can give her whatever i can give.

and just seeing her will makes my days.

i have drop the stone in my heart..

but sadly.. it drops to no use. =D

bulleting.

2007-07-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

Worked today. damn boring.

after that heard she went to doctor.

shocked.

hope she will be alright !!. =)

a bulleting for casual . -D
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STUFFS about Jeff

Starting Time: 9.51
Name: Jeffrey.
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 9
What are u wearing?: t-shirt and short
Favorite Number: 11
Favorite Drink: green tea and china apple.
Favorite Month: july?
Breakfast: duh.

****
Have You Ever Broken a bone: nope.
Been on a boat: yeah.
Came close to dying: maybe?
Fallen asleep in school: yeap
Broken someone's heart: nah. no people allow me to break before.
Cried when someone died: dont know.
Fell off your chair: yeah.
Sat by the phone?: ya
Saved emails?: ya
Been cheated on: alot.
Cheated on someone: maybe?
Cheated on a test: alot.

---What is---
Your room like?: messed up
What's right beside you?: my shades, speaker and lots of disc?
What is the last thing you ate?: rice.

---Ever Had---
Chicken pox: ya
Sore throat: Ya
Stitches: ya.
Broken nose: No

---Do You---
Like picnics?: maybe.
Like School?: yeah

---Questions---
Who was the last person you danced with: Ben?
Who makes you smile: just her.

---Who---
Did you last yell at: customer?
Do you like yourself: not at all. i don't want to be emotional.

---Final Questions---
What are you listening to right now: scissor sister. i don't feel like dancing.
Hated someone in your family? maybe??
What car do you wish to have? i want a sleek and simple car.
Can you sing? i think so
Diamond or pearl? diamond
Indoors or outdoors: both. outdoos prefably.

---Today did you---
1. Talk to someone you like? yeah
2. Who? auntie.
3. Get sick? flu?.
4. Sing? no.
5. Talked to an ex: nah..
6. Miss someone: definitely.

---Last person who---
7. Was in your bed besides you: my soul. haha
8. Talked to on the phone? nobody.
9. Made you cry? her?
10. Tingintgitng. dolek do lek dleok
11. You went to the mall with: her?
12. Been to Europe: nope
13. Been to Asia: yeap. every seconds ago.+
14. Been to Russia: No.
18. Been to Mexico: No.
19. Been to Canada: No.
20. Been to U.S.: yeap. pri 6.

---Random---
21. Do you like someone at the moment: definitely
22. What books are you reading right now? u cant believe it .. its thesaurus!!
23. Best feeling in the world: happy.
24. Future kids names: bossini kids.. hahah *first thoughts.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: my cousins pooh bear beside ?? ghahaa

Time finished : 10.03 pm

surprise!!

2007-07-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

i never felt so deep in love before.

and seriously your single smiles can really makes my day ..

if only.

Do it!!!!.

2007-07-23T19:19:00.000+08:00

I must do it before i regret my whole life!!!

I must!!..

even if i am afraid to do it!..

for her!!.

god bless!!

helpless

2007-07-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

lets start with a question.

what will you do, if u see someone you care , cry?.

1. hug her?
2. joke to her?
3. saiyang her?
4 or even tease her?.

well. this question start popped up my mind suddenly.

will i do nothing and idle around if i encountered one?.

but if said is for free. and if i could. i would definitely try my whole out to see her smile again.

last but not least. am i capable of taking care and being the one that she can likes to the end?. i am afraid it does not. i aint no good guy.

i am sop perplex!! should i or should i not. if i should then i will be doing the wrong thing. if i shouldn't then i will be letting myself down.

i don't wanna lose anyone no more!.

cheers!!

2007-07-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

for the first time since last few days. i finally smiled.

=)

its all because of her wonders. her smile.

it makes my day totally.

for once. and final. and i hope!. she is the first and the last.

No matter what. I will never quit!.

so ciao!!

Midnights

2007-07-21T01:27:00.001+08:00

Just simply love midnights.

they tend to carry my sorrows away.

but when its day time. they would be back.

can just someone take my sorrow away??

Just got home from a session with mr shong and mr bang.

had a great time pouring out all my stuff.
even though its just some things.

should I?? or should i not.

cheers!!

Tire from Tired

2007-07-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

argh. too tired from work.

woke up early to go work.
couldn't stay awake.

tomorrow will be sian day hohoho.
i have nth for tomorrow..

anyone or anything want date me out??. haha =D

i am thinking of her every now and then.
demure!!

=)

2007-07-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

the feeling is too intense.

i just want a break out!.

my feel for the day is heavy.

i just need someone to talk to.. seriously.

every single minutes i don't feel the way i want.

my mind is not focused. i am just confused!

did i did the wrong thing?.. someone just sound me out alright! ..

argh

went out to sport in the evening. it have been some times since i have touched a basketball. haa

however didn't have any spirit to chase me on .

damn it.

Confused

2007-07-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

my dearest blog,

can you tell me whether did i fell in love with someone i shouldn't be ?. did i fall in love with someone that i cannot fell in love with ?. did i fell in love with someone that already have someone better??.

the restriction is too great for me. her first sight have already taken my soul away. . so what should i really do??

her slightest smile=) will make my day . n its damn true.

diary. please tell me what should i do?. i don't want to be in this bad situation. but i also don't want to stop thinking of her even more. what should i do??..

all i can do now is be nice to her every single bits. =)

i am so confused.

2007-07-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

went work today early morning.

damn tired.

Minh came with all his family .. haha finally get to see my oversea friend.

went Toa Payoh after work. damn fun and interesting. haha =D

now blogging so later will be watching "28 weeks" later hoho!! -=D..

ciao!!

Singing

2007-07-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

nice song to share with you guys.

4 in the morning.

Wakin up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it's say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think,
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I know you're here, in the dark
I'm watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot
And all I know is you've got to give me everything
And nothing as good,
You know I'd give you all of me
I'd give you everything that I am
I'm handin over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we're gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know and say
Don't wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair, how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can't escape the love
With everything that you have

------------------------------------

nice hor.. =D

n the song "mama" from chemical romance. cool!!.

next addictive song - maa n 4 in the morning!!! hos..

2007-07-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

today 15th of july.. 5 days after my birthday..

hwa leong n stead gave me a jigsaw puzzle with frame for my bd present. the moment i open up. wao!!!.. damn nice n cute!! haha.. here it is.. =D

thanx him . nice fellow i must say.

then today went work . afternoon shift.
was sreve serve serve.. when suddenly my break.. hos.. i open my bag n saw tis red packet which i don't remember i have it at all. n i even thought that someone want try to sabo me for stealing. and when i took out. i got surprised!!!.
this is what i saw =D

wah!! i feel damn touched and surpprised lor!!.. everyone got their part in it. hahaha.. Thanx Baron hexin aeihua nurma yvonne jason kheng guan ila!!!.. u guys rox!!!

nice package yeah!!.. geex i am with smile !!

tml full shift.. headache..

haiz

takekare folks..

normal day

2007-07-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.. back from work..

today early morning woke up and slack to afternoon.. have a nap until 3.30pm and met up with shong to have lunch and then went jp then to work. finally get to work with her le. haha still rmb the dong li huo che?? hohos!.. i will get my revenge de!! haha.. i will throw u away!! hehe..

=( there they go again..

peace off...

siansational day

2007-07-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

hohos

hello everyone!!

went work at 12 today.

chatted with the ladyboss at empire game before work. talk about customers bargaining about discount. we get so fed up about talking about this matter. hohos. i just cant stop arguing.. hahaha

went work and start my servicing again. i dragged my dead foot along too. haha
around 4.30pm we started to pray for prosperity n good luck. thou i have helped bless everyone haha i am everyone's angel . for today =D.. haha. imagine standing near a raging fire and under hot dazzling freaking son!!!.. arghh.. got burned couple of times.

Ila last day of work today. won't be working with her anymore. kinda miss her!! hoho. aliyooos ILA!!.. may i bless u =D..

After work went mac to eat with my A.H. and Yvonne.

den straight to home!!..

arghh tiring!!

i wish for everyone to prosper and stay healthy!! yeah!! today i am the angel of everyone!! hahahaha!!

Futt up

2007-07-13T00:32:00.001+08:00

This morning went work n it was supposed to be a peaceful day .. when suddenly this customer came n ruined my day!! arghh.. freaking him .. he wanted to buy a tee shirt and a chino pants. and because currently we are having a sale for chino pants, 2 for 48 bucks and i told him nicely how bout getting another one for 9 bucks more. n suddenly there he goes shouted out n say i forced him to buy,saying we don't know how to do business, hey i was just telling him there is a promotion going on n there it goes. i got a scolding for promoting. i wanted to laugh out man when he cant read the price properly, 39 bucks and he keep going 23, 33, 29, 36, and he persisted that our shop is Giordano!!..hahaha!!!!. arghhh.. den after he goes, i don't know why he came back again and he started his nonsense again.. n i couldn't stand it n quarreled with him.. n tata!! i made a mistake.. that customer wanted to complain to the headquarter. freak him.. i scared i couldn't control again n i just walk far away from him.haiz n deeply very sorry to my i.c. pulling her along also . she gonna be complained becoz of my doings!!.. arghh..

really sorry aeihua!! =(

couldn't get back to my mood after that.

bought new shoe
went to tpy with qy.
i came into another world.
went back n there he goes again
haiz

stressed up !!! not again!!!

Thanks!!

2007-07-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

today wake up early morning to upload some pics into my blog.. hohos..

kind of stressed up, the whole comp went berserk.

went work and i almost fell asleep while working.

AeiHua Shahal Nurma they all gave me a tee for my present yeah!!.. thanks alot to them !!!.. hohos..

my wardrobe is overfilled with tees!!! hahaha, n my bottoms are like so ppathetic few. hahaha

cant wait to quit job!!! hohos

The precious moments

2007-07-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

These are the pictures we whore during the chalet.. enjoy!!

The lasallians

Different group takes

unforgettable nights

ehem.. (this is a poof*)

The ladies

Yeah families photos

wacky cake??

not really know what to do with the cake

so they did this

creamed face

off to the beach!

The Yuhuaians!!

Yuhuaian hos!

fun nights !!!

Lovely Days

2007-07-09T11:23:00.000+08:00

yeah!! just came back from chalet. n i bet to say its was a hell lot fun man!. will upload the pics soon so bear with it yeah!..

we were camwhoring the whole day and night out . so prepare for a hell long picture blog hohoho..

Thanks alot to everyone who came to the bbq and chalet.

million thanx to Buddies:
Shong
Hongtat
GuoAn
HwaLeong
BangHong
Sargunan
Liyi
Ginny
WanPin
Peiyu
LingFei

and The Lasallians:
Minh!
and his two roommates.
melvin
Hockyork

and of coz to everyone for those present yeah, i appreciate that! hos!
a year that i won't forget forever.
kept in my heart and lock in my mind. yeah yeah!!.. fonds memories

stressed..

2007-07-05T23:19:00.001+08:00

I am so stressed!!!..

i just simply getting tired from working ..

all i want is some rest..

tml is chalet and i am not looking forward to it.. why??!..

can anyone juz stressed me down???!

takekare ah jefF

All the life..

2007-07-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

set my clock at 10 am..
woke up at 7.
tried to slp back. i cant
15 min feels like 1 hour.
keep waking up until 11.
Went work at 12
very tired.

nth happen too

i dun live a happy life at all.

takekare to everyone.

counting down

2007-07-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

today is year 2007 july of 4th.. counting down to 6 days. will anyone rmb tat day??..

have morning shift today.
became bossini newest language translator.
left my nets card in shop argh.
acc miss qiao yu to jp. belt
nvr did anyting.
slack
now going to slp

takekare all..

miss

2007-07-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

today full shift at bossini..
i.c. get angry again.. haaz
den afternoon damn crowded.. serve serve serve..
nite shift went to westmall n help out in closing..
saw benjamin all there..
went home n reach home..

today didn't kill someone.. i ren qi hao.. dun sha shen today.. hos!

tired

2007-07-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

woke up in de morning n came online.. chit chat wif mis coincident.. poor gal have to work.. hos.. but tml i have to work full.. argh.. nvm.. went movie wif minh in de afternoon.. watched trasformer .. a damn nice and thrilling movie.. imagine cars that change in front of u.. hos!!!..

tml i am going to kill someone!!>. argh.. haha jokin.. cya

takekare all...

sensation

2007-06-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

woke up at 530am. yes 530am!!
went bossini stock take 7pm.
den went home n prepare to go party!
reach party in lasalle old campus ard 7..
so noisy... disco here n there.. hohohoh

left at 9.. too boring.. met up wif minh and go home!!

so sad

2007-06-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

today went work.. My i.c. came n was in a very down mood.. chatted wif her awhile and she began to tears.. omg!!.. so sad.. cheer her up abit .. poke some jokes .. n phew.. she became de cheerful self again hahhaa.. den we challenge each other wif audition .. hahaha.. so fun..

Sweetest dreams

2007-06-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

i woke up today the sweetest time of all, i dreamt about someone very sweet and the sweetest thing that happen to me. i really hope its true !! a true dream for me. !!

today went work, saw ila at guardian and go back together, serve customer serve serve and serve. during the evning , clementi have war, Giordano, bossini, baleno all are shout and screaming for sales.. hahahaha.. damn fun.this is only a reason that you can shout and no people will think you are mad. hohoho

Thursday.

2007-06-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

today was a day of a nice break after working for the whole damn week, slept all the way till 12pm and slack to now. went dancing again at evening. tml will be a hell day again .. i am going to work!!

my story ends like that because i have nth interesting to say and u bet u be wasting ur time in my blog.. hohoho.

anyway takecare to everyone.

seh!!

2007-06-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

today damn freaking sianz!! .. went to work at 5pm .. then cashier went dumb and have to do payment by payment slips. in the end overcharge customer and undercharge customer.. so sianz!! have to pay 50 bucks for shortage. ruined my day!.

bought new shoe. damn! i loving it!

heave of relief

2007-06-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

gotten my result letter this morning.. hoho i passed!!! year two i am coming!!.. today i am sick very sick was sneezing nonstop .. tml erm i mean today later afternoon got work .. very tiring.. i want to do cashier!! very fun.. hahaz..

taklekare

nvr give up

2007-06-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

whatever u do.. please!!! bu yao qi yi fang qi.. fou ze dui bu qi zi ji.. so do the very best whenever you can in order to accomplish what u waiting n wishing for.. =D

my life

2007-06-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

everytime i am bored, i watched useless dramas hat i have previously dont even tink of watching... but After watching so many of them, they never fails to touch me. by their message thru the dramas. like what my teacher say, every drama and movie have a motive, they don't just do a movie for recreation. they also do convey a message to all of us. i have seen everything. and i am here to say that i am not the jeff u saw before anymore.

the drama motivates me they encourage me in some way. Thru one of the drama, i have learn to be understanding of what i want in life, "if u wan go grab it, if not u will be sorry to urself."
always work hard to your aims and not just stand there and hope the world will sit down with u n move. they don't. u stop moving everyting will still move.

after all this , i am also proudly to say.. sports is my forever. hohoho.. especially basketball.. it gives me alot of hopes and freedom. it also is an 3rd eye for me to make me remember that , the world is big. u r de best in jurong doesn't mean u are the best in west zone , best in west zone doesn't mean best in singapore, best in singapore of coz doesn't mean best in the world. i will remember all these. forever.

Eaten up

2007-05-30T01:36:00.002+08:00

today went to youtube watch wo chai wo chai.. saw this video that the gal roleplay wif de guest ..

The guest: baby u eat le ma??
the gal : havent
Guest : havent ah.. later i bring u go eat erm.. sushi ok??..
the gal: dun wan.. but i wan to eat sum ting else...
Guest : what you wan to eat..
The Gal: wo Xiang Chi ni!...

hohohoho.. damn so nice la!!.. even is roleplay .. got the feeling u noe.. hohohoho..
how i wish someone would do tis to me too..

but who!!!

talkekare

ah jefF

i want to eat u..

2007-05-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

Full shift!!

2007-05-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

i was sleeping so soundly.. my ah ma drag me up from bed n i deadly get up n den take a look of the time.. wwaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! i am already late by 15min!!! n i am still at home... i get everyting done in my fastest time n den rush down to find de streets empty!! argh!! where is the taxi!! den suddenly a brink of light appear at the end of the road coming to my direction a white angel with a license plate!! hoho i ask the angel to bring me to hell as fast as possible coz i am late for reincarnation..

reached there n found my bossini shop still close .. thinking of what happen den aiyah outside got construction maybe today close den decide to go back hmmm nvm nvm go check it out again first.. hohohoho.. there i found my higher rank devil waiting for me outside.. hahaha.. we went in n did everyting fast.. we r suppose to b in shop by 9.15 n open shop by 9.30 but we went in by 10.10 n open shop by 10.20 hahahah!!! history in de making.. !!

den start to serve customer.. giordano our frenly neighbourhood always have more customers den us... but u noe i noe everyone noe y la.. hahaha.. then the G.I.C. giordano in charge "ace" came out wif this lelong.. " LAI AH LAI AH UP TO 50 PERCENT SALE.. special promotion MUZ TRY MUZ BUY AH DUN BUY ALSO MUZ TRY AH DUN BUY DUN TRY ALSO MUZ C AH!!" .. de whole bossini luff sia hahaha

den go break saw chee wah at watson chat wif him realise he working in clementi also hahaha!! so qiao..

den 10 close shop!! hoooray!!

so tired...

my pay day is coming!! hohohoho

takeakre everyone

ah jefF

days of energyless

2007-05-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

wooo hoooo.. juz came back from a tiring basketball game.. damn tired.

today woke to early to meet hwa but i reach earlier so nth to do i go harbour front bossini find my fellow fren haha.. still as talkative and cheerful as b4.. hwa came n we went eat n window shop at vivo.. after tat before meet shong for bb .. i went to cut hair.. hohohoho.. now my hair is at least neater .. hohohoho.. =D..

went bb n came home

plan to slp early coz tml full shift!! shito!!..

cheers!!! to everyone and takekare

ah jeff

2007-05-23T01:29:00.000+08:00

back from work..

tiring day..

the shop finally sees sunlight!! hohoho.. the blockage just outside the shop is gone.. so all the wagon are now outside.. n more customer to serve!! woopeee..

today damn suay la.. went to wash the fan and then i bu xiao xin hit the tap the havent been turned on for dunno how many century n taaa daaa!! my white pants is filled wif rusty water.. kao!!.. so much for the decoration.. hahaha tml night shift .. cool!!.. can slack

anyway i off to slp.. i am damn happy n i nvr regret buying my psp .. hahaha.. its my companion my time water my daily user and my char bor.. hahaha.. dun hav the psp i wil die!!!!.. haohohoho

takekare lot everyone

ah jeff

Another day of working

2007-05-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

argh.. finally back from work.. tiring!! damn tml going reliefing at orchard.. argh!!.. so far ... lets hope tml would b a better day.. i love reliefing at different places but i hate de thoughts of knowing new people.. so sianz!! muz lik very chatty chat chat chat lik tat den de day would b a better one.. lets hope hope hope tml is a better day!! hahhaa..

yeah juz updated n created my new skins.. lazy to do other ting.. will continue to edit when i hav de free time..

so currrently my thought to be in my lovely bed and go slp!!!

awaiting 2nd de june.. =)

ah jefF

2007-05-20T13:14:00.000+08:00

Finally back to blogging, oh yeah!

damn all these working gonna drain me down!.. feel very very tiring !!..
lots of stuff i wanted to do n buy!! so have to pia pia pia!!..
belt jeans shoe n memory card argh!..
69 + 59 + 70 + 145 = 343!!

damn!!..

now i am in my holiday, wondering whether i am promoted to year 2?.. have a slight problem during assessment, rgh!!.. damn give me the letter and say congrat!!.. if only then i will put my mind in ease!!...

yeah yeah.. will blog again sooner or later.. rest for awhile more and i am off to work!!.. whooopie!!!

anyone wan anyting .. juz come to bossini!!.. hahahaha.. althou the stuff there sux.. but yeah!!.. HAHAHA nth better den anyting .. haha

cya all!! ah jefF

2006-10-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. so sian nah!!..

nth to do tis few day..

went to de bboying jam ytd wif my class dude.. cool ..

very de into the bboy world now.. hahaz..

the stuff over there is cool la.. haha.. i am goin to b one soon..

let hope so soon!!.. hahahaz

ah jefF

2006-10-12T10:18:00.000+08:00

day passes day.. gap farer den farer..

y hav it turn till tis way again.. i dun wan lik tis.. i dun wan it to happen once again..

it happend 17yrs ago.. i dun wan it to happen now again.. haiz..

de feeling is back le..

de feeling of losing someone deary..

i dun wann lose her..

can she return to me??.. god bless...

let fate b the one leading the way.. if its meant to be.. it is...

i am happy!!

=(

ah jeff

2006-10-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

=).. moody tis few dayz.. trying to b cheerful but i cant..

only pain will make me fade away..

ur only

ah jefF

2006-10-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday 9/10/2006

went to town wif guoan and cheshong.. went to buy our stuff.. halfway thru met jane .. hahaz.. a very sad day coz i was so bankrupcy lor.. hahaz.. =P..

den go home carve de lino tingy n end up cutting myself.. hahaha..

den went slp at nite wif a scar on my hand sob sob

today 10/10/2006.. special day..

wake up early n met minh coz he wan do his lino.. den went to class.. print our stuff.. after tat 2 hr break i rushes from kallang to woodland n wooldland to kallang.. coz i went to met her!!.. hahaz.. hmm even is juz awhile i dun mind nah.. hahaz.. =P..

10th of everymonth mean de number of months i been noeing her.. haha

today is de 2nd month tat i met her.. 2months ago i met her too first on tis day.. =P.. hehex..

tkekare lotz..

gtg

byebye

nitenite

2006-10-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

halo diary!! long time no chat wor. hao miss u oh,.. =X

hmmmm diary ah.. i today saw sumting i dun wann c ... haiz

maybe all is fated ba..

sobsob

ah jeff!!

tata

2006-10-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

yawn!! today so tiring.. wake up at 630 to chat wif her. den slp back to 9 n woke up den bath n get ready to go to minh house.. hahaz.. hav some movie at his house. cool.. den went to sch fro 2d.. qute late eventually.. den nvm.. went for ppd.. den after tat went home.. yawnz.. so tiring.. i wann slp early today!!.. =D

geex..

tml hav alot of ting to bring

4kg!!

sobsaob..

ah jeff

2006-10-05T02:21:00.000+08:00

woah!!.. today went out late to go vietnamese house.. but eventually didn't make it coz i cant find tat place.. so wait up at mrt n he turns up late.. when we reach de sch .. its only a few student there.. so we r de few that everntually there for lesson but we r late .. hahaha.. hmm den had our 2d lesson.. cool!!.. after sch.. i went over to vietnamese previous dorm *katong student hostel* which is so cool.. tat place look so much lik de boarding sch in de movie *dorm* hahaz.. everyting is almost de same.. hahaz.. den oh ya.. on de way to the dorm we walk pass lots of wonderful modern designed bungalow n terrace house.. its juz so cool.. they hav their mini swimming pool juz outside their door step.. isn't it cool!!.. damn!!.. i swear i goin to buy one when i grew up.. hmm after minh hav done his stuff in de dorm.. we went over to his new house which is in clementi!!.. haha.. another cool place.. which is much much much more bigger than de *dorm* hahaz. went to check out our foto is his laptop.. woah!!.. =p cool man after tat i went home n chatted wif wawa.. =D

today i am so happy coz she called me le!! after almost 20 day!!.. hahaz.. geex.. i so miss her..

=)

tats all for today.. update soon...

ah jefF

2006-10-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

yawnz!! today actually dun feel lik going to sch.. bu no choice nah.. cannot miss lesson.. hahaz.. hmm so mian qiang wake up at 7 n bath while slping.. hahaz.. i almost fall aslp while stand bathing.. diao.. hmm den went to meet de vietnamese!!.. haha.. go sch hav printmaking.. den went to uob plaza to do external.. cool.. i luv perspective.. clean n neat!! hahaz.. den went home slack..

to sunnu.. no matter wat happen. zi de. yao kuai kuai le le hao ma.. =0

cool day everntually.. plus i wan slp more!!..

tml goin to vietnamese house.. cooL!!

2006-10-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

today very sianz nah.. yawnz.. nth to do.. feel lik slpin de whole day.. hahaz..

whole day editing pix.. sob sob

tired of editing le

=P.. heex..

today so happy!! hmmm to her : dun look down on urself hao ma.. yao zhao gu zi ji!!.. u will not die or wat de.. u still hav a long way to go !! dong ma.. wei le ur fren wei le ur family.. muz stay healthy cheerful!!.. no matter rmb.. i am always here for u de!!.. muackiez..

2006-09-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. back from bb.. really very shag.. wan fall aslp le..

today is a bad day.. quarrel wif her.. haiz..

i guess we wil nvr b back to how we r at first le..

haiz.. all my fault ba.. nvr really cherish her.. =(..

cheer up jeff!! everyting is fated de.. u cant get what u wan juz let go..

=D.. yeap..
i miss her!!...

duh.. this sunnu of mine keep telling me abt her n her stead.. diao..

dun say all those nice ting infront of me!!.. i will heart pain de.. hahaha =X..
u hav fun jiu hao la.. b happy always.. jiayoujiaoyoujiayou!!.. =D

truly...

2006-09-30T01:50:00.000+08:00

today damn pissed.. went to sch wif a 8 kg wire.. sob sob.. my poor hand.. so heavy lor.. den somemore so tired.. lazy la.. hmm den internal draw toning.. 3d do wirework.. hahaz.. tis few day i am busted man.. not even a 2 bucks in my wallet.. sob sob.. i wan money !! pop out infront of me.. hahaz..

hmmm i learned sumting from de breakdancers today. cool.. they r so cool.. hahaz.. i juz wann learn lot from them.. cool cool.. =P..

i can do sum!! guess it.. hahaz

geex

hmmmm.. i miss her alotz!!..

i goin bonker liao.. hahaz..

time to slp le..

chat up next time.. tata =D

2006-09-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

001.Real name: Ong Ee Loong Jeffrey
002.Nickname: fire, effreet, konglong =)
003.Single or Taken: singlicious
004.Zodiac sign: dragon...
005.Male or Female: male
006.Elementary Sch: jurong pri sch..
007.Ipod: nano..
008.How many buddies on ur list: many..
009.Friendster name: ah jeff bloodiez
010.Hair colour: not black.
011. Q11? number 11 rox
012.Hair long or short: normal.. short ba
013. Q13? minus 2 de number rox...
014:Eye colour: black?
015.Are you a health freak: nah
016.Height: 169.. sobsob..`
017.Do u haf a crush on someone: yeah
018.Do u like urself: i lik every bit of myself.
019.Braces: nah
020.Think u're awesome: nope
021.Piercings: not a single one
022.Tattoo: nah
023. yes?

Your "Firsts"
024.first Surgery: i dunn.. maybe 2 yrs old?
025.first Piercings: no piercing
026.first Best friend: thian shun
027.firstAward: pri 6
028.first Sport u joined: basketball
029.first Pet: cat n hamster..
030.first Vacation: australia =D
031.first Concert: pri sch concert band concert
032.first Love: her.. where did she go ?
033.first Movie: not very sure..
034.TV show: hahaha
035. colour: black white purple
036.Music: nice song...
037. Q37?
038. Q38?
039.Drink: pokka greentea n sprite ice
040.Body part excluding face: hand
041.first CArtoon: tom n jerry!!
042.Piece of clothing: dunn
043.Brand of clothing: dunn crocodile??
044.Things u slp wif: pillow as divide.. bolster as pillow n pillow as bolster haha
045.School: jps, yhss, dite , lasalle sia
046.Animal: cat n hamster!!
047.Book: nah..
048.Magazine: 8 teens n teensge
049.Food: ban mian in 496!
050.I'm Drinking: wei ta nai
051.Q51?
052.I'm abt to: fallen aslp
053.Listenin to: jiang mei qi new song (blog song ) haha
054.Q54?
055.Waiting for: de sec exam to pass !! n her to come
056.Watching: computer screen
057.Wearing: teeshirt n short
058.Want kids: yeah nah.. but not now =X
059.Want to get married: yeap yeap
060.Careers in mind: interior advisor.. hahaha

Q61-Q67 lehhs? hmm..y dun haf aRhhs =)

Which is better wif the opp gender?
068.Lips or eyes: eyes
069.Hugs or kisses: hug
070.Shorter or taller: same
071.Q71?
072.Romantic or spontaneous: both
073.Nice stomach or arms: doesn;'t matter
074.Sensitive or loud: neither
075.Hookup or relationship: realtion
076.Sweet or caring: either
077.Trouble-maker or hesitant: neither

Have u ever?
078.kiss a stranger: nah
079.Drank bubbles: yeap
080.Lost glasses or contacts: nah
081.Ran away frm home: i always wanted to.. =(
082.Broken a bone:nope
083.x-ray: yeap
084.broken someone's heart: maybe??
085.Q85?
086.Turned someone down: i dun hav de energy n strength haha
087.Cried when someone die: hmm no one died close to me b4. =(
088.Cried in school: ya..

Do u believe in..

089.God: nah.. but when i need help.. i always pray to god.. wat de.. haha
090.Miracles: yeah
091.Love at first sight: ahuh!! cool!
092.Aliens: nah
093.Magic: yeap
094.Heaven: okok lor
095.santa claus: nah.. kids entertainer hahaha
096.Sex on first dae: nah
097.Q97?
098.Kissing on the first date: yeap
099.angels: devil rule
100.Is there someone u want to be wif right now: yes!..

Name 20 people u can think of right now.Dun read the qns(s) until u've named the 20 pple.
At the end of this , choose 5 pple to do tis.
1. che shong
2. guoan
3. hongtat
4. chiangyong
5. wawa
6. ah cat
7. mable baobao mummy..
8. yumiko arl..
9. otah
10. xing jie
11. annie sunnu
12. liyi
13. ginny
14. eeleng
15. melvin
16. minh
17. meiqi
18. banghong
19. nan
20. vicky

now passing on to the unlucky 5:
01.ahcat
02.otah
03.banghong
04.ginny
05.yumiko

=D.. coz de other no blog ma.. hahahaha

2006-09-28T10:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm very siazn.. goin sch soon le.. recently same ting happen lor.. nth special to blog.. juz tat i am busying doin blog.. hahaz =P..

ah jefF

2006-09-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

i am so damn bored.. today travel to airport again for 3d lesson.. so far man.. but i luv far. coz can waste time.. haha.. i soon find out tat mrt have become my 2nd home.. hahaz.. =P...

i luv perspective drawing man.. great i choose interior.. hahaz.. cool!!..

i miss her!!.. will she miss me..

tml maybe meeting mabel bao bei.. hahaz..

lookin forward.. cool dude..

2006-09-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

freak la!!.. today totally stress out!!.. no mood!!..

all i wan is juz to chat wif u.. coz i no mood.. n i really wann tok to u de.. den n when u call.. de de timer tickin no more den 10 sec.. u said call back later.. n poom!!>. u r gone!!.. i so wan to tok to u.. but u so busy!!.. i altrready hav very little time to chat wif u le.. y u still dun wan to tok to me.. juz a 5 min will do .. haiz nah!!.. sadded

ah jefF hen stressed out!!!!!

2006-09-24T02:17:00.000+08:00

de world is small as in an unknopw number of ppl.. i came to noe u.. tats caLLed fate.. but fate might just fly pass if u dun grab hold tightly of it...

i miss u xiao m..

ah jefF !! =D

today went celeb liyi bd.. hahaz.. had quite lotsa fun.. went jurong point to hav pizzahut den i cant eat too muc coz i hav a pain in my throat .. den after tat went chevron play bowl.. den play de find the diff game den play dart hahaz. damn fun.. n lotsa pix taken. hahaz...

after tat lf went home.. so de 6 of us went to makan at prata shop n went to 496 to eat.. hav a full n fun day den went home.. a nice day afterall.. if only my throat is okie .. hahaz..

-)

2006-09-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

sorry xiao m..

i juz wann apologise for all de stupid idiot ting i did haiz..

i am juz a fucking idoit.. keke..

u can hate me blame me dun bother me..

but hope u can b happy again.. i am so sorry!!..

wish n hope tremendously ur dad return u soon .. haiz..

now guess all i can do is apologise nia.. haiz..

i stupid la.. haiz..

sian nah!!... haiz...

Jeff no longer KONGLONG

2006-09-17T15:08:00.000+08:00

i am here to tell wawa xiao m.. tat .. i nvr had anyone in my heart since u enter my life.. i am still waiting for u..

n i dun hav any stead now.. de only vacancy fit only for u..

ah jeff zhen de hen ai wawa de..

ONE N ONLY XIAO M!!!

2006-09-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

laz two day celebrated 2 diff ppl de birthday.. 9 pf 9 is bear bd.. went bear there chit chat n eat .. next day bang birthday.. went movie the host n eat cheesecake.. hahaz.. cool.. here to wish bang n bear.. a hppy birthday!!.. =D

i am so damn missing wawa alot.. haiz.. tis few day damn no mood.. i really wanted to b by her side .. whenever she is down or sick i can b de one taking care of her.. haiz.. but y.. i feel damn sad.. i couldn't do anyting to help her feel betta. haiz..

wawa i chao ji miss u alot.. ni dong ma.. =(.. haiz

no sch tml!!.. =P

but hw de whole week!!!

sianz

2006-09-09T10:14:00.000+08:00

=).. missing someone..

ting is going for a bit change..

i really dun wan b de easily down guy .. i wanted to buck up.. but can i?

haiz..

i cant even do a presentation rite.. haiz..

hmmmm n i damn missing her... but seems lik everyting is goin to fade.. maybe.. haiz

tis ting is goin to happen again..

is it becoz tat i always tink too much??..

n y r always ppl blaming me when i try to do my best in someting.. eg. being a 'nice' person to tell someone what happen .. n de other side blame me.. haiz..

i dun wann b anymore nice guy.. coz nice juz sux.. haiz..

i am no nice guy either..

=)

i really luv her alot.. i noe saying all this is kind of no use. coz it needs action.. i wanted to show her.. but always i didn't get any chance to show.. haiz

i am such a useless one in tis .. haiz..

I REALLY DO LUV HER ALOT!!!!... =(

lets' fate decide ba.. if i cant mean i cant.. haiz...

ah jefF truly luv wawa ... zhen de..

ah jefF

2006-09-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

bored

sianz

shag

tired

stress

sick

haiz

so sianz nah

feel lik crying.. keke

ah jefF

haiz...

2006-09-05T09:46:00.000+08:00

hai.. day hav pass weeks hav pass months hav pas.. haiz..

i seriously no energy n mood to write anyting.. i juz wan to crush down.. haiz...

i dunn y also..

i seriously miss her alot

but will she noe ma.. haiz..

noone uds me.. haiz

i feel lik crying out!!..

haiz

stupid me..

y i always lik tat one.. i juz sux.. haha

haiz..

2006-09-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

haiz.. seriously i hav to mood to do anyting .. haiz.. i juz dunn y.. i really do miss her alot.. but y shd i b feeling tis way.. haiz.. am i juz a fren to her?.. hmmmm argh!!.. maybe everyting meant not to b fated.. am i goin to far wif my own feeling??.. haiz.. i need to be put down!!.. put down by everyting!!.. i feel lik closing my eye n nvr eva open anymore.. haiz.. i truly luv her alot..will she eva noe?.. haiz.. when i c her profile haiz.. i noe i am tinking too much.. is juz tat it really heartbreak.. hahaha.. seh.. hmmm nvm la.. haiz.. i was so wishing for her testi everyday.. coz tat one of the place i can contact dao her.. but .. haiz.. argh.. i not feeling tis way!!..

stupid n foolish tinking of me.. i am such a stupid guy.. haiz..

woah.. suddenly a testi pops out... haha!!> its her!!.. great.. now i change my tinking le.. hahaz.. she is great .. n i luv her lot.. in many other way!!.. woopeee!!.. hahaz.. great!!!

happy jeff once again.. =D

2006-08-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

argh.. long time no blog.. lets blog!!.. hahaz.. argh

i feel fudup!!.. someone stupid hack into someone else acc claiming that de owner allow him!!!. wat de!!. somemore i hate de feelin of being cheated!!... argh!!.. where on earth got ppl giv other ppl acc to use de.. shit him.. argh.. as i tot he was a decent guy.. shit him!!

haiz.. i dunn wat to do le.. when i am not needed u threw me aside.. den now u realise that i am still usable n not totally useless den u say all those ting to me.. isn't tat too late.. de word u said to me b4 already leave a scar on me.. i dunn wheter shd i go or not.. argh!! am i really fun to play wif??

haiz..

n wawa!!..i wanted to say tis to u ... now i say le.. coz i scared next time i may not hav de chance anymoe.. or i will regret nvr to tell u soon or wat..

wawa.. wo shi zhen de hen ai ni de.. xiang xin wo.. wo hui hao hao dui ni de.. zhen de.. i will really cherish u n nvr to let go of u de.. n i do really hope that u will allow me to takeakre of u whenever u needed luv n care.. i do really hope i can takeakre of u .. u noe tis few day i really feel lik meeting u or finding u.. but i cant coz i cant find dao u.. n i am very worry sick for u.. 2 week le.. u still havent okie.. argh.. muz takeakre lot leh.. haiz.. i really do luv u .. n i promise u i wont b lik de rest that will hurt u or wat.. i am truly luvin u.. n tats de only reason.. argh!!.. i luv u wawa!!.. hope u see tis... =).

i juz dun wann regret anyting!!>. haiz..

i am so feelin down now!!.. argh..

ah jeff hen xiangh wawa.. ye hen ai wawa!!.. luv wawa!!.. true hearts tat counts.. =)

2006-08-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i seriously feel lik crying!!.. argh..

hope wawa get well sooner n faster!!!

i wan to go jump!!!..

gonna miss her again le.. =)

ah jeff

2006-08-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

today did a stupid ting.. hahaz.. i am so stupid n blur n foolish!!>. argh.. hahaz.. nvm nvm.. geex.. sorry wawa.. really sorry.. geex.. i blur liao .. hahaz.. hmm wawa ah.. yao zhao gu zi ji wor.. =).. sick jiu dun walk so much..

wo hao dan xin ni.. u sick so long le.. haiz.. kuai dian hao!!..

kong long xi wang wawa kuai dian hao.. bu yao zai rang wawa xin ku!!.. if de one being sick is me jiu hao.. argh.. =(..

ah jefF konglong

2006-08-19T03:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm today friday.. hav sch from 9 - 6.. first lesson was context lecture.. noe more abt artistes .. den internal drawing.. i luv tis internal lesson.. drawing de line of a batman n draw de portrait of my classmate.. hahaz.. fun... den went for 3d studio... we created a mess n get nagging from cher.. hmmm yeah.. we didn't put in effort anyway.. but den its still fun.. .. halfway thru.. wawa called.. hmmm she goin malaysia again.. haaz.. gonn miss her for 3 more day again.. argh.. wawa ah... i noe many ting happen tis few days.. but try to b cheerful n tak gud care of urself wor.. i will pray for u .. haha.. pray pray.. get well soon!!.. n dun b too sad wor.. everyting is not predicted de.. so let everyting goes by.. even ur tat ' bro ' also wont wan u to b sad de rite.. so muz cheer up hao ma.. wawa.. =).

i gonn miss wawa again.. n again.. haha.. =)

2006-08-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm so many ting happen.. hahaz.. wawa ah.. dun worry la ok.. hmm cheer up ah.. n takekare of ur self.. tian hui bao yu hao ren de.. so dun worry so much okie.. n drink more water ah.. geex..

today went sch had de 2nd half of 2d study.. den did drawing n went back home.. hmmmm i feel so sick.. argh.. morning flu till nite flu.. diao.. hahaz..

ah jefF chao xiang wawa

2006-08-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

haiz.. de feelling is here again.. =(.. haiz..

wawa muz rest well leh.. =).. nu er also ah..

hen dan xin wawa.. =(.. wawa kuai de hao.. pray pray..

haiz.. wawa ah.. yao zhao ku zhi ji leh.. how i wish i am now right beside u.. so i can takekare of u... haiz..

pray pray.. wawa hao!!>.. pray pray.. nu er hao!!..

wo hen dan xin ni wawa.. =(

2006-08-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

haiyo.. wawa still sick.. nvm.. wawa muz rest well.. =).. hmmm dun on aircon le.. will worsen de leh.. geex.. hmmmm today went to sch lor.. have phtoshop lesson.. quite fun.. had to redo de same ting again coz it hang when i abt to finish .. seh.. den redo n have my external drawing at esplanade.. quite fun.. de place is damn gud for drawing sia.. coz its de art place!!.. hahaha... =p.. hmmm waited for wawa call since afternoon.. den heard tat she still not okie.. hmmm shagua ah she.. finally she called when i on de way home.. hmmmm how i wish i am beside her now.. =).. if i can jiu hao.. hmmm i gonn miss her so much le.. hahaz.. dunn she got miss me ma.. but nvm la.. if she is okie i dun mind she dun miss me.. juz pray she get well soon!!.. =).. kong long run to de mountain top n pray to de heaven for wawa getting well soon!!.. n xiao carrot too.. both of them get well.. !! pray pray..

hmmmm now very less time to b wif shong they all le.. but nvm ah.. we still stay on contact in de future.. yeap.. haaz..

she lied to me again.. y cant she stop lieing.. =).. i hate ppl lieing to me... regrets!!.. regret i get online on those days!!.. argh.. =(...

wawa ah muz get well soon.. get well .. =)..

i will cherish u de wawa.. i promise.. =)..